Monday, January 15, 2007

Huge



My friend John turned me onto this wonderfully written story. It's got at all -the introspective gainer, the hot muscle guy, that nervous hot tension of new sexual exploration, long trips to buffets, it's a solidly hot read. It's really one of the best gainer stories I've read in a long time. So sit down, unbutton your pants, get a big bowl of ice cream and read: Huge.




Huge
Written by In_BigOaf

Part One

I wasn't too keen on the move, but the boss said I had to. The end of the fat-and-happy 90's left our company scrambling to consolidate facilities and trim costs wherever possible. This meant that my 20 minute commute was about to become an hour. Well, the fat-and happy 90's had also left me fat-and-happy. I'd given up trying to find a workout partner at the gym, heck, I only went to look at the other people there anyway.

I had discovered gaining chat rooms and found that these fantasies I'd had since childhood weren't weird at all, and spent a year trying to find someone in the area to fatten up. Finally I just gave up and started on myself. It was really fun exploring my scientific curiosity. I tried gainer shakes, heavy cream, [that stuff is gross, but it works!], and I found all of the all-you-can-eat places within close driving distance of the office. I would take a newspaper with me, or something I'd printed out from the web, get a remote table and just eat.

Slowly, methodically, cleaning one plate, reaching a stopping place in my reading, and loading up another, I loved the feeling of eating till it absolutely hurt. I got really horny each time I would notice that my shirt was spreading between buttons, while it had fit fine when I came in. I also spent a lot of time glancing over my paper to watch the really big guys loading up at the buffet. I loved seeing them lean way in to get to something in the back, while their bellies totally enveloped the tray table in soft blubber. Some of those guys must have been well over 400 pounds, and it looked like they all wore the same size shirt! I couldn't take my eyes off the big wobbly bellies that took the shape of the skin-tight polo shirts, and I imagined what the struggle must look like to get the shirt tucked in. I tried to picture what they must look like with the shirt off, big huge tits resting atop a soft bloated belly with its cavernous belly button. God, I'm in heaven!

I also loved seeing the young construction workers, the guys who had been the big tough jocks in high school. Now they wore their shirts untucked in the hopes that no one would see what a year or two of food, beer and inactivity can do. In a year and a half I had gone from 210 pounds of mostly muscle to 260 pounds of mostly fat, and on my 6-foot frame, it was really starting to show. My belly was rounding out nicely, and it turned me on just to walk down the hall. It had grown out so that there was a nice round paunch hanging beyond my belt, and each step I took would cause it to pull downward. I could get a rhythm going if I didn't think anyone was looking, and by the time I got to the end of the hall my cock was raging hard and demanding attention.

My goal was to see what 300 to 350 pounds was like. I mean, this was all just scientific curiosity. If it started to affect my health, or if I didn't like it, I could always lose it again. Losing weight had never really been tough for me. Now I was discovering how fucking hot it felt to get fat. I had never been so horny in all my life. Every night I would finish a huge dinner and jerk off rubbing my belly and fall asleep.

And now the move. I hated having to pack up books and prototype parts from my shelves and desk, hated having to finally sort through the stacks of papers I had kept for some reason, now unknown. I scavenged boxes from all over, and loaded as much as I could into the truck. It was amazing how quickly I'd get out of breath just walking up and down the stairs a couple of times to load the boxes. I also discovered that it felt the most comfortable to carry the boxes under my belly, letting it rest on top. Unloading the truck meant doing it all again, this time for a new audience.

I recognized a few faces at my new building, as I'd seen them in meetings, but most of the faces were new. I could feel eyes on me every second, being the new guy.

"You're Scott, aren't you?" came a voice from behind me as I bent to put a box down in my cube. I turned around to greet quite possibly the biggest, most muscular man I'd ever seen in person. "I'm Dave, Dave Parker? I know we've e-mailed a bunch for the U152 program, but I don't think we've ever met. Welcome to the neighborhood."

This guy was fucking HUGE. . . I don't even know the names for all the muscles that were bulging grotesquely beneath his baggy business-casual attire. His head was propped between monstrous delts, his shoulders went out past the sleeve seams of his shirt, and the muscles connecting his shoulders to his pecs formed a shelf beneath his chin that I could have stood my books on. His arms stuck out from his sides to accommodate the enormous lats that grew there, and his biceps rested like huge slabs of meat, actually hanging a bit under their own weight. Anything from the edge of his chest-shelf to his waist was a mystery, as the baggy shirt was pulled down into his pants. He was obviously wearing pants that were much bigger than his waist, to make room for his massive legs. A belt cinched the pants so tight that it left folds in the waistband. His voice was normal, even soft, not like the bass I would have expected from this cartoon of a man.

"You look like you could use some help there. " His words shook me out of my trance, and I blushed as I wondered how long I'd been gawking.

"Uhhh. . . yeah. . . sure could." My mental engines start up slowly. As I stood up, I noticed his eyes dart down to my belly and back up again. It's something I have become aware of only after putting on a gut, and I now understand what women with large breasts endure.

He smiled warmly as I extended my hand, and his engulfed mine in a warm handshake. "I've got a few more boxes down in the truck. "

"Oh, a pickup man. . . What do you drive?"

"Dodge Ram. It's my baby."

"Cool. I'll have to show you mine sometime. It's at home today 'cause it was too damn nice out to leave my bike at home."

I tried making polite conversation while not letting on too much that I was totally fascinated with this guy's physique. If I'd met him two years ago, I might have never gotten so damn fat. We brought the last boxes in, and I got to follow him up the stairs, this mountain of man gliding gracefully in front of me. I hurried to keep up and ended up panting at the top of the stairs. As much as I wanted to stare at him all day, I really wished that Dave would go away so I could start hunting local buffets.

I also didn't think my cock could stay still for much more of this. Every move he made caused waves of muscle to dance beneath his shirt.

"Hey, it's gettin' close to lunch time. You wanna go grab something? I'm starved!"

Crap. I'm stuck with Schwartzenegger for sprouts and garbanzo beans. I hope this doesn't become a habit. "Yeah, sure. . . what's around here?"

"I was thinkin' we could hit a buffet, that way we can both get whatever we want," said Dave. I hope I didn't smile too quickly, but this guy probably didn't realize how much he was helping me out.

Dave arranged himself a tiny salad and I fell into my old habit, loading a plate as high as I could with pasta, meatballs, pizza, beef, mashed potatoes and gravy, and an assortment of chicken wings.

"Dude, you're allowed to go back again," Dave joked as we sat down. We started talking and I started eating. We talked about work, cars, where we'd gone to school, and I went back for plate after plate while Dave nursed his salad. He was pleasant and fun to talk to, and I just totally let myself pig out.

After the fourth heaping plate of food, I tossed my napkin onto the table and said "Oof, I think I overdid it." My belly was stuffed tight and was just beginning to feel sore. I was breathing in short quick breaths that I tried to keep silent so as not to embarrass myself further.

"What? you didn't even hit the dessert bar yet!" Dave smiled and got up. God, he was hot and I just wanted to watch him walk away. He was sexy as hell from any angle.

"Come on," he said, and I got up and followed slowly. Dave loaded up a dinner plate with desserts, short cake, cheesecake, cookies, brownies, and he also got a bowl of soft-serve ice cream with sprinkles. Was this guy nuts? I followed suit, showing clearly that I knew my way around a dessert bar. The trip gave my belly time to stretch out some, and we sat down and dove in. I totally outpaced Dave, and he finished the ice cream and a brownie and one piece of cake and stopped.

I was just scooping up the last of a brownie slathered in chocolate syrup when he belched and said "Ugh. I don't think I can eat any more. God it's a shame to take food and then not eat it. . . You want these? I haven't touched them or nothing. "

He gestured to the plate still heaped with desserts and I felt my belly tighten a bit. What was this guy thinking? I can't eat all that! He shoved the plate over to me and went back to talking about trucks. I started to eat again, totally hypnotized by his enthusiasm.

"Oh shit," he said as he checked his watch. "We better get back. "

I grabbed the last cookie, threw a big tip, and we headed out. Man my gut was fucking killing me as I flopped into the truck. I had never noticed before, but my belly was just barely brushing the steering wheel. . . Had that ever happened before? Holy shit!

I parked next to Dave when I got back, and he got out and waited for me. There was no amount of slouching or sucking-in that would hide my belly now. I was so damn full that the only way to keep my belly from hurting was to arch my back a bit and actually push it out.

"Man, we almost put that place outta business," Dave laughed as he laid a hand on my belly. "I think there's enough food in there to feed a starving nation." His fingers massaged it a bit, as though to get a sense of its softness. "There's a couple other places like that around here we can hit if you're interested. Some are a bit cheaper than that one, but they're not as close."

Man was I close. . . close to shooting a huge load! Did he just say what I think he just said? He took his hand away, totally oblivious as to whether I liked being touched or not, and we walked back to the building.

I have met guys like him before, guys who were so comfortable in their body and their sexuality that they could touch anyone anywhere and think nothing of it. I had been becoming increasingly shy about being touched as I gained, but for some reason I felt at ease with this guy, like any chance to get him to touch me put me one step closer to touching him back.

Hitting the buffets soon became our routine, and Dave became my lunch buddy. I was too timid to ask him about his physique, and too timid to ask what he thought of mine. All I knew was that I was pigging out every day to the gentle encouragement of a man that my greatest fantasies could never create. Each day I pushed myself to eat more than the day before, and though Dave never said it directly, I knew he was enjoying this as much as I was. Like a good typist can type without looking at the keyboard, I could eat without thinking, just absorbed in conversation with Dave. And like most bodybuilders, he had a habit of unconsciously flexing and feeling himself while talking to me, which only made me eat more.

Two weeks after moving to the new office I had to buy new shirts, and I placed an order for new 42" waist pants. . . even though I was still comfortable in 38's. Wishful thinking, I guess. A month after our first lunch outing, I weighed myself fresh out of the shower. I had to lean way forward to see over my belly, which seemed to be growing almost straight out. 290?! Jesus Christ! My cock was at attention and throbbing, so I headed for my recliner with a box of tissues and a head full of images of Dave. My belly rose up high when I slouched down, and rocking fast with my foot would make it slosh up and down. Fuck I want more!!! I'm gonna blow by 300 so fucking fast, 350's gonna happen in two more months! Then what?? My belly was already more erotic than I could have ever imagined. . . it stood straight out like I was 9 months pregnant. Lathering it up in the shower was enough to get my cock throbbing, and now I wanted to see just how sexy this could get!

Part Two

Two weeks later the dial on the scales spun around and bounced until it stopped squarely on 302. This is fucking hot! My cock was practically beating itself on my underbelly, as hard as it was throbbing. I don't think I had ever shot a load so big or so far as that morning.

For lunch Dave and I hit one of our regular haunts and got our regular table with a familiar waitress. We always tip well, and she keeps my glass topped off with root beer. I was plowing through my 5th or 6th plate when Dave reached across the table --mid-sentence-- and harpooned a meatball from my pile. The swiftness of moving his thickly muscled torso and arm to get it so fast totally amazed me, and I felt a slight breeze as he swept it away and popped it into his mouth.

"Eh, these aren't bad, but not nearly as good as the ones I make," he said thoughtfully.

"You cook?" I asked, hoping to open up a better subject than hockey and pickup trucks.

"Fuck yeah! Hey, it's Friday and there's a game on tonight. Why don't you come over and I'll whip up some grub for ya. I might even make Mom's special meatballs." He grinned widely and winked, taking me totally by surprise. Even after a month of studying this guy's every flinch, he never ceased to throw me the occasional curve.

"Sure, man. . . I'll stop by my place after work and change, then I'll be over, OK?"

"Awesome. " He grinned again, warmer than ever,and subconsciously rubbed one of his massive pecs.

When I got home, I quickly stripped down to change, but seeing and feeling my belly, still bloated from the noontime gorging, got me so horny I just had to relieve some pressure before heading to Dave's. Maybe now I won't get hard in front of him, I thought. I threw on my loosest jeans and left my tee shirt untucked, and headed out. Dave's house had steps up to the back door with no landing, so I knocked on his door while standing two steps down.

When the door opened, I know I must have had the exact same expression as the first time I ever saw Dave, because I was staring straight at the most grotesquely overstuffed basket I'd ever seen. I had always seen Dave in baggy Dockers, but tonight he was in skin-tight jeans that left nothing to the imagination. My eyes worked their way around the bulge, taking careful stock of the outline of a fat cockhead on one side, and an even bigger, lower bulge of his nuts on the other. My cock never hangs that far down a leg unless it's hard, and he was totally soft! And his balls each had to be about the size of a lemon! His monster unit was separated by the crotch of his jeans, pulled tight by the muscled bubble butt on the other side. He wore a tee shirt that was not tucked in, and it cascaded over his pecs and hung straight down to his waist, leaving it totally uncertain as to whether he had ripped abs or a modest belly.

"You gonna come in?" He snapped me out of my trance.

"Oh! hehe. . . uhhh. . . yeah. . . hey, how's it going? God something smells good!" Dave ignored my ogling and ushered me off to the kitchen. He opened the fridge and grabbed two beers and handed me one. "You said you liked Molson, right? Well," he laughed, "you'd better, 'cause I bought a whole damn case of the stuff. Have as many as you want. It's taking up too much room in the fridge."

The table was set and he started bringing platters and mixing bowls full of food. There had to be enough to feed 5 or 6 grown men. "You expecting company? Shit, you cooked a whole cow!" I laughed.

"Naw. . . this is all for us. It'll be like going to the buffet, only we've got enough time to actually fill up for a change."

We sat down and dug in, with Dave gushing about where each recipe had come from, what he'd altered, and so on. Everything was so good, I lost count of the number of times I refilled my plate. Sometimes Dave would put a small portion onto his plate, then a huge scoop onto mine. "Don't let this stuff go to waste," he said. It's not as good re-heated."

As I started to slow down, Dave glanced up at the clock. "Hey, I'll bet the pre-game show is on. He shoved the chair back and stood up in one movement, again giving me a great view of his overendowment. He grabbed two more beers from the fridge and headed into the living room. He put both beers on the coffee table and dragged it out away from the couch.

It was an old couch, very low but deep to the back. The kind of overstuffed couch that's easy to sleep on because of its width, and almost forces you to slouch if you sit and lean back all the way. As I leaned forward to scoot my chair back, I became very aware of how totally overstuffed I was. My belly was now a rock-hard beachball resting low on my lap. My cock stirred as I got up and waddled to the living room. I felt like the prow of a ship, as I made my way to the couch. The lowness of the couch took me by surprise when I sat down, and if I was going to sit up straight, I had to spread my legs wide and let my belly rest in between, like a hard boiled egg in a cup. Dave flopped down heavily, close enough that his arm gently brushed mine. That guy just had no respect for personal space, and my cock could not have been happier!

He turned on the TV and slouched way down, and I did the same. I could barely see the TV over my engorged belly, and I glanced over and noticed that Dave's chin was resting between the tops of his huge pecs! A cool breeze told me that slouching back had pulled up my shirt and exposed a great deal of my underbelly, but I didn't care at this point. Dave rubbed his stomach and moaned. "Man, I think I overdid it. . . I am SO totally stuffed!"

With that, he pulled up his shirt, revealing big deep cut abs, now swollen out quite a bit. Each one had to be as big as my bicep, but instead of laying in a flat row, the whole thing bowed outward like he'd been hooked to a hose and inflated. The slightest movement of his arms made his pecs jump to attention, rising even higher around his chin. God, this can't be real! He leaned a bit my way and a hand ran up my shirt, taking it up and exposing my pale smooth globe of fat.

"Damn, dude, this thing is awesome! Have you put on a pound or two in the last month?" His hand traced my belly slowly and so gently it could have been the hand of a child.

"Fuck yeah, I've put on a pound or two. . . more like 50!" I thought. "And it's all your damn fault! " His gentle rubbing was becoming more forceful, till my belly was moving back and forth under his curious hand. He suddenly came out of his trance and jerked his hand away, not bothering to re-cover my belly.

"Shit! I almost forgot dessert! Don't get up. . . " and he darted off to the kitchen again leaving me to ogle his bubble butt this time. No problem, big guy. I can see you just fine from here. I pulled my shirt back down to where it had started. If he wants to play with it, he's got to go in there and get it!

Dave returned with two dinner plates piled high with dessert, and two more beers pinched expertly between his fingers. "This is caramel. . . apple. . . turnover. . . cobbler. . . thingee. " He was turning a plate in front of me for my approval. ". . . a la mode," he grinned, and gave a satisfied nod. He placed one on top of my belly as though it were a table, and sat down again.

"Hmmm, this isn't gonna work," I said, and I struggled to sit up. I spread my legs and let my belly fall forward, pulling me upright, and started to eat that wonderful concoction. Even sitting up, I could still rest the plate on my belly. I'd rather put on a show for my host than drop a crumb on his carpet. There had to be half a pie crumbled up in there, with Ben & Jerry's Triple Caramel Chunk ice cream and caramel sauce drizzled over that. This alone would be more than an average guy could eat in one sitting, and we were both already stuffed to the gills!

We watched the pre-game show and sucked down our desserts. It's like there's an understood protocol that anything with ice cream needs to be eaten before it melts. I laid my empty plate on the coffee table, chugged the last of what must have been my fifth beer of the evening, and flopped backwards with an "oof!" My belly stuck out so far now that it sloshed towards my face as I leaned back, then returned forward with a clearly audible "gloop!" from inside. To make my show complete, I locked my fingers behind my head, arched my back, and pushed my belly out hard with a loud groan. I'd done this exercise before, to stretch out my abs and make a swollen belly more comfortable, but only in private. Between the Molsons and Dave's lack of inhibitions, I was definitely losing my shyness.

The stretching made my shirt ride way up, exposing most of my belly, and I was content to leave it that way. My groan had drawn Dave's attention away from the TV, and as I relaxed looking at the ceiling, I heard Dave put his plate on the coffee table.

"Holy shit dude," he said softly as he turned to get closer. His hand came over and rubbed gently in circles around my belly. I looked over at him and noticed how his pecs were now squashed together, forming cleavage deep enough to easily lose my whole hand in, and he still had a shirt on! "You're gonna fuckin' pop! You all right?"

I let out an audible sigh and laid my head back again. "That feels good, man," I said quietly. "I think I overdid it a bit, but everything was so good. So good. "

He smiled over me as he leaned in to massage my tight ball. "Dude, what do you think you weigh?" he asked. Man, this guy's bedroom voice was as hot as he was big.

"Gotta be around 305 by now," I said. The beers must have been kicking in, because my belly felt warm and relaxed under his thick fingers.

"I think it looks good on you. . . real good. " My cock started to stir. May as well go for broke.

"Not half as good as that muscle-bound body of yours, dude." Was that a bit over the top?

"Eh, I've got a lot of growing to do yet," he shrugged, a neutral response to my overt flirting. Could a human possibly get any bigger? I could feel my boner growing down the inside of a pantleg. I hoped he was thinking the same thing, because I would be more than happy to try. I'd get so fucking huge for him.

"Well you're going to start growing a fat belly like mine if you do much more pigging out like we just did," I said, nodding towards his puffed out musclebelly, now covered once again.

"Naw," he said, and lifted his shirt again. "I can burn a little snack like this in one trip to the gym. You should see it after I've had a shake, you'd really be impressed. "

"A shake?" I asked. "What do you mean?"

"You know, a weight gain shake. You don't think I got this big drinking beer did you? Hehe check this out. . . Stay here. " He hopped up again and was in the kitchen in two steps. I was still fascinated by how nimble his body was with the mass he carried. He returned with a gallon jug and a beer.

"Here's another if you're out," he said as he sat the beer in front of me. "Watch this, dude. " He stood right in front of me, between me and the coffee table, and held his shirt up with one hand while bringing the jug to his lips with the other. He threw his head back and began to chug the contents of the jug, stopping for one or two breaths every three or four gulps. I could literally see his musclebelly swelling before my eyes as the whole gallon disappeared. The paper-thin tanned skin on his abs stretched tighter with each swallow. He seemed totally intent on getting it all in, and his hand began to roam around, feeling the growing curvature. I also couldn't help but notice his cockhead was getting fatter and was sliding further down his pantleg.

"Wow!" I breathed, and sat up from where I'd been propped on my elbows. My face was now inches from his swollen musclebelly, and better yet, inches from his monstrous cock! I placed both hands on his eight-pack and felt the last swallows going in. I began a gentle massage as he finished the jug and smiled down at me between his pecs.

"You like that, do ya?" he asked softly. He put the jug on the coffee table and grabbed the shirt, pulling it over his head and off. This was the first time I had actually seen his pecs, and as his beefy arms came back down the muscle piled up on his chest and puffed out bigger and bigger. His pecs came to rest hanging several inches out over the upper row of abs, so big that the large brown cone-shaped nipples pointed straight down at his inflated musclebelly. I've never seen bigger pecs, not even on pro bodybuilders. They started at his collar bone and rose straight out, almost perfectly spherical, tanned and without a single hair. They were so wide that when he stood relaxed, his arms rested in the valley between his pecs and his lats. This guy's chest had to be no less than three feet wide.

"Holy fuckin' shit! Dude, you're awesome!" I resumed exploring his belly, this time letting my hands wander high enough to brush his nipples. He stood leaning back slightly, his arms resting in their normal bow, and smiled. His cock was now throbbing, the head about to burst through the denim halfway to his knee.

"Me? No way man," he said as he raised a hand to unconsciously rub a pec. It morphed its shape and danced as it worked to raise his huge arm. "Shit, I think I'm only like 320. . . I want to see what 350-400 is like on me."

"Me too man," I thought. "Hehe. . . wonder what I'd look like at 350-400," I said, and rubbed the sides of my pregnant belly.

Dave stepped back, while I stood up and took my shirt off. We stood there, belly to belly, and the thought occurred to me that his head sat so far back behind his huge chest that I couldn't kiss him if I tried. The contrasts between us were amazing. Most of the last 50# had gone to my gut, so I still had some muscle showing on my arms and chest, but nothing at all like Dave. I don't know how long we both stood there just quietly admiring each other's bodies. Suddenly we both breathed the same words in perfect unison.

"God you're hot…" Somehow we ignored what we'd each just said, as though we only thought it instead of saying it. Dave put his hands on the sides of my belly and I was too enthralled to even move. He was absorbed in my belly, and as he explored me his eyes would dart up to mine from time to time and he'd smile.

"You sure you're only 302 man?" he grinned. "Looks like more than that."

I picked up a beer from the table and drained it. Gotta keep the buzz on.

"You wanna weigh in? I've got a scales in the bathroom that ought to hold you," he laughed.

My cock throbbed in my pants and I was helpless to stop the trickle of precum I felt as well.

"You first, big guy," I said as he swiftly turned and headed down the hallway like a little kid about to board a rollercoaster. I followed slowly, enjoying how much more heavy my belly felt than when I walked from the kitchen to the couch.

The bathroom was good-sized, for being in such a small house. He kept it very neat and clean, with the exception of the overflowing wicker basket of muscle magazines next to the toilet. One whole wall was mirrored, and an upright medical scales stood next to the shower. As he stepped onto the scales I got a good side-view of him. His musclebelly was bowed out as far as his pecs, and his back muscles stood out almost equally as far as his bubble butt. I loved how his biceps were so heavy that they sagged a bit under their own weight when relaxed. I especially loved how high his pecs would dance with the slightest movement of an arm. He shoved the big weight over to 300 and slid the little weight over till the balance bobbed and eventually stopped. "Looks like 326. . . damn I ate a ton! I was like 315 this morning!"

"Yeah, but you probably weighed right out of the shower," I said without thinking much about it. I figured the scales sat there for a reason. "What do the shoes and pants weigh?"

"Hey, yeah," he said, and without batting an eye kicked the shoes off and began to unbutton his pants. His thumbs caught jeans and underwear and in one quick movement had pulled them to his ankles. I was totally stunned as his fat cock flopped out and slapped his abs. The skin of his nutsack was stretched outward by his semi hard-on so that his heavy balls hung suspended in midair, bobbing heavily about 6" below his crotch. He quickly lifted each leg out of the pile and kicked his clothes to the side.

"OK," he said as he again turned his attention to the scales, "the socks won't make any difference." Now I've always thought my thick 8. 5" cock was pretty big, but Dave's cock had to be half again as long and twice as thick! It looked like a little kid's forearm! When he stepped back onto the platform it bumped into the neck of the scales, and he leaned to one side to let it comfortably pass. "Hey you were right. . . 324. Still a good gain for one day." He stepped off the scales and turned till his belly almost touched mine. And since his cock actually reached past his belly, I imagined it was hovering right under mine.

"Your turn, big boy," he said with a smirk.

"Oh what the hell," I thought, and kicked my shoes off. It took me a bit longer to get my jeans off though, as I had to blindly reach under my bloated belly and lift it a bit to find the button. As I stooped down to pull my pants and underwear down I noticed that my face was mere inches away from that huge fuck stick. As I pulled one foot out of my crumpled pants, my toe caught and I stumbled forward. Dave caught me and steadied me, and his cock bumped squarely into my belly, smearing it with precum. I don't know what felt better, that, or getting to clumsily feel whatever part of him was in front of me to steady me.

As I stood up he grasped my belly on both sides and gave it a little jiggle. "Here. . . this thing's made you top heavy."

I smiled at his approval and aimed my belly past him to get on the scales. I took my time, giving him any opportunity to check out my profile, just as I had his. It had only been about two years since I worked out regularly, and carrying all this weight kept my ass and legs firm.

"This thing's gotta be off," I scowled at the bar as it balanced itself. "I was 302 this morning and this says I'm 314. There's no fucking way…" I turned and stepped off again, facing Dave belly-to-belly. Standing this direction reminded me that the one whole wall was mirrored.

"Hey check us out," I said and pointed to our reflection in the mirror. We were two freaks, Dave with his exaggerated back muscles balancing his enormous pecs, and his bubble butt that you could set a drink on. The bulging plates of muscle on his bowed out belly looked like a giant hand grenade. His triceps far outsized his biceps, and from the side his arms looked about as big around as my legs.

I looked like a normal-sized man except for my belly, which was so enormous and round it looked out of place on me. My belly button had forever been merely along for the ride, and was no deeper nor wider than it had ever been. A thin trail of hairs ran downward from it, tracing a line of skin that was growing slightly tighter than the rest, so my underbelly was beginning to hang in two distinctive halves. We both just stood and stared at each other in the mirror, totally awed by each other.

My eyes wandered down to our cocks, both now at full attention. Dave's had swollen even longer and fatter than before, with veins along the shaft turning the child's arm into that of a young man. My heart pounded in my chest as I built up to what I had wanted to do since I first laid eyes on him. I reached out as if to shake hands with him, and wrapped my fingers as far as they would go around his cock, just below the head.

"Jesus Christ you're hung dude," I breathed, as I steered his cock head around slowly like a joystick. Again unfazed, he clasped his hands behind his head and tilted his hips up, and his cock rose along the arc of its curvature until the fist-sized head was between us, above my belly.

"It's a fucking curse," he frowned, then giggled. "Pardon the pun. There's no human hole that it'll fit in, and most pants have so little room, it hurts to sit down."

"What's it measure man?" I asked. My hand was still on it, and I hoped that we were both still drunk enough that Dave wouldn't mind that I was gently sliding my fingers down its length, scanning and exploring this trophy to my new lack of inhibition. "Shit it's like twelve, twelve and a half. . . it was great when it was 9 or 10, but the damn thing kept growing clear up into college. Hehe you can't even see yours any more, can you?"

He brought his hands down to my belly and caressed both sides on his way down below. "314, huh?" he smiled as he admired its smooth shape. "What a tank. Man, I could use another beer."

Damn him and his short attention span. He swung his bulk around and headed out the door. "You want one too?"

I made it to the living room as he was coming from the kitchen, two beers in one hand and two in the other. I guess he's spent so much time in gym locker rooms that he was oblivious to the fact that we were both still naked. I took one in each hand, put one to my lips and chugged it down.

"I figured you were gettin' dry by now. Here," he said, as he politely traded my empty for one of his full ones. Dave went back to the couch and flopped down, putting one arm on the back of the couch where I'd soon be. I went around the other side of the coffee table so that I could swing in without putting my ass in his face.

I flopped down with a bit of an "oof", again taken by surprise by how low the couch sat. My belly made another "gloop" from inside, as though either of us needed a reminder of how stuffed I was. My momentum threw me up against Dave, who had sat closer to the middle than last time, and I felt my skin on his and could smell his musky scent. Dave's eyes followed my belly like most men follow the breasts on busty women. His cock was still rock hard, and arched upward towards his muscle belly. My heart pounded so hard I could feel it in my ears as I leaned and reached my hand across to rub the now steady stream of precum around on the fist-sized head.

Dave threw his head back and inhaled a slow deep breath. Leaning towards him had let my belly roll into the little space between us, and it actually touched the couch. Dave spread his legs apart, letting his lemon-sized balls flop down, resting squarely on the couch with plenty of foreskin to spare. He reached across with his outside arm and began to caress my belly, making it the subject of the erotic thoughts that were fueling his monstrous erection. My arm lay across the equator of my belly and working on his cock was sending seismic activity outward across my fleshy surface.

I was totally in control now. Dave was twitching and flexing so much that he looked about to explode. The work his muscles were doing was causing them to swell to a magnificent size. It was like he was experiencing a full-body erection. Soon Dave's hand left my belly as he laid flat again, breathing out slowly and in very quickly. "Oh-hoh fu-huck… I… hi… muh… bout… to… shhhhhhhh… UNGH! UNGH! UNGH!" His cock swelled in my hand and burst huge globs and ropes of cum higher and higher up his body. His abs drew up tight lifting him into almost a fetal position as every muscle tensed up hard. You have no idea the insane sense of power you have when the god of your hottest fantasies is rendered totally under the control of your single hand.

I showed no mercy, milking his cock for every ounce and forcing him to twitch and flex for me. "Oh-hoh… stuh... stuh… STOP!" he screamed, sending one last glob far above his head onto the wall. He relaxed very slowly, opening up like a flower, whimpering and rubbing the puddles and streams of thick cum that drained to the cracks between his abs and pecs. Huge white globs stuck to his pumped pecs like snow on two mountains. It had to be more than a minute before his mind returned to his present situation.

"Holy fucking A! I've never... " He lifted his head to survey his work, and I scrambled to my feet.

"I'll get a towel," I said as I headed to the bathroom.

"Better bring two," he moaned. "This shit's everywhere."

Standing again reminded me that I still had a good buzz going, and also that I was still bloated way bigger than ever before. The sweat and cum drying on my belly made me aware of the air flowing across it as I walked. I grabbed the towels from the rod in the bathroom and returned, enjoying the view of Dave's balls resting between his legs and his spent cock laying upside down in the groove where his leg meets his torso. The cum vein traced the length of it to the back of his cockhead, accentuating its impressive length. His arms lay outstretched so as to not make a big mess worse, and he smiled with his eyes closed, as though meditating on whatever power had done this to him.

I walked to where I thought I could maybe start to wipe up the mess, standing between his open legs, when he sprung the trap that he'd set for me. Dave sat up and wrapped his arms tightly around my legs and swooped in under my belly, taking my cock into his mouth and sucking like a madman. I was totally taken by surprise, and totally pinned by his huge arms and slippery bulging pecs.

Over the rise of my belly I watched as his face appeared and disappeared again, noticing the way his short brown hair swirled at the crown. His lips and tongue worked me so fast and so furiously that my knees began to buckle, and I felt my weight slowly transferring to his powerful arms. His hands massaged my ass and his dancing pecs and biceps, slick with cum, massaged my thighs. It was like my whole body was an erection being stroked. I tried to concentrate, tried to hold back, tried desperately to make this last as long as possible. Suddenly his head disappeared completely beneath the horizon of my belly as he took my thick 8. 5" cock to the hilt.

The muscles on his back rippled and my mind was flooded not only with what was happening to me now, and what I had done 5 minutes ago to Dave, but I began to imagine what I'd look and feel like in a few months as my belly continued to grow. 350 was no longer a goal, it was a milestone to speed past as I grew my belly for this muscle god. If this much belly got me to this point, what would another hundred pounds do? Another 200?! My hands drifted past my belly to touch Dave's head, still working hard on my engorged cock. I could feel the power in his determination, like touching a moving part on a heavy machine. Nothing I could do to stop this…this growing belly…bigger every day…resting further out on my lap…Dave's face smiling over it as I lay immobile, the only thing I can see besides my own bloated flesh. . . I leaned over and pulled his head in tighter as my strength all shunted to my cock. "Oh shiiiiiiii. . . "

Part Three

Dim light bloomed around the window shades, as I tried to figure out where in the hell I was. I was laying on a big couch --kinda comfy, really-- and a light blanket covered me from the chest down. I heard a drawer close in a room down the hall. Oh yeah, Dave's place. Holy shit my head hurts. Dave emerged from his bedroom and came out into the living room wearing baggy sweat pants and an old sweat shirt with the arms cut off. "Mornin', big guy," he whispered cheerfully, forgetting that the only other person here was me, and I was awake. "Thought you'd sleep till I got back. I'll be at the gym for a couple of hours. It's only 5:00, you may as well sleep some more."

"Not till I piss a gallon or two," I moaned, as the sound of my own voice woke the hangover bats in my head. I lunged forward, trying to sit up, but couldn't. I must have looked like a turtle, as I finally twisted and flopped sideways off the couch, landing on my elbows and knees on the floor. I stayed there a while to let things stop spinning, and as I arched my back a bit to stretch the kinks out, I felt my belly brush the carpet below. That's when I realized that I was completely naked, totally rock hard, and that Dave was still there watching me.

I looked up at him, well, I looked as far as my neck would bend, so I really only looked at the boner starting to grow in his sweats. "Hello," I said glibly. "I think I'm stuck."

Dave bent down and reached under my arms, and gently lifted me to my feet. I rubbed my belly, still bloated from the night before, and tried to think of something to say to the man standing at arm's length from my nakedness. "How damn many beers did I have last night?" I moaned, half-faking it for the sympathy.

"Well," he grinned, "unless someone snuck in last night and stole it, we polished off an entire case of Molson. Looks like it's all right here. " He put his warm hands on my belly and rubbed it gently as he admired its size and shape. "Hey, I better scoot. Get some sleep and I'll make breakfast when I get back."

Dave left and I waddled to the bathroom holding my belly like a child carrying a beach ball. I stood at the toilet and couldn't see my cock. Shit, this isn't going to work. I'll piss all over the wall with this morning wood. I turned around and tucked my cock as far down as I could and slowly sat down, like a big bird on a nest. My cock passed the toilet seat and poked under the rim of the bowl. My legs were spread apart to give everything room, and as I came to rest I felt the cold seat supporting my soft warm underbelly. My legs were actually out at the sides of my enormous ball, and seeing this did little to ease my boner. I began to piss, and felt my body deflating a bit as the recycled beer streamed out. It only takes 11 beers to make a gallon, and although I don't remember how many I had last night, I also don't remember pissing at all last night. I kept going and going, letting the pressure off my swollen bladder. God, it must be backed up into my kidneys! The stream slowed to a trickle that took forever to stop. I flexed my cock to squirt the last bit, and needed to do that about a dozen times to finally get it all. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

I waddled back to the couch and flopped back down, without thinking of putting any underwear on. Not moving felt pretty good to my pounding head. Just sleep. Man, this couch is comfy.

Keys rattling in the lock woke me again, and sunlight now streamed around the window shades. The door opened and Dave walked in, silhouetted by a blinding light. His body took up most of the doorframe, and I even noticed that he subconsciously turned sideways to fit his shoulders through. The door closed and Dave gave a big sigh.

"Man that was a great workout," he chirped as he shed his soaked shirt right there in front of me. "I figured I'd just wait and shower here so you didn't have to wait so long for me to get back." His whole body glistened with sweat and every muscle was pumped. The slightest movements made muscles flex and dance. I watched from the couch as he walked down the hall to his room and disappeared. He soon came out again, completely naked, his soft cock --bigger than mine when hard-- flopping just above his big lowhangers. It only took two or three steps to get the swing into a rhythm, and his monster unit slapped back and forth from one pumped thigh to the other. You have no idea how graceful and erotic a muscled body is to watch if you've never seen more than just photos on a page. Dave's movements were as fluid as any ballet dancer a third his size.

Just as he was about to disappear into the bathroom he met my stare and grinned and winked. I have no idea where the energy came from, but I pounced to my feet and stepped quietly to the hall, listening just outside the bathroom door. I heard the curtain rings glide back and the water start, then I heard the check valve sending the water to the shower head. I waited to hear the curtain again...

"Hey! Oh, shit you're right here, hehe."

I jumped as Dave leaned out the bathroom door and grinned at me. The phrase "hand in the cookie jar" suddenly came to mind. "Yeah man I gotta piss again," I lied. "I think this will be gallon number two this morning. "

"Hehe come on in. The more, the merrier. I was gonna tell ya to be thinking about what you wanted for breakfast. We could go out or stay in. I should have enough stuff to choose from, here."

Dave leaned back in and I accepted his invitation; at least maybe I'd get another peek. Did Dave remember anything from last night? Was it all my imagination? He stepped into the shower and drew the curtain, but only enough to keep the water from splashing out. I could clearly see the globes of his bubble butt and his wide back muscles as he faced the water to wash his front. Water was channeled from his neck and shoulders to the deep ridge of his backbone by the grooves and striations of his thick back muscles. The rivulets became a steady stream that rounded the small of his back to dive down the crack of his ass. I was glad that I actually did need to piss by now, so I felt justified in being in there.

I was switching back and forth quickly from watching my piss stream to watching Dave to watching my piss stream... like driving a car and trying to watch someone on the sidewalk. I turned to finish up, squeezing out the last bit and shaking off any remaining drops, and then took one last glance past the curtain. Dave had turned around and was facing me, and as I noticed this I saw his eyes quickly dart back up from my belly. Who was the peeping tom here now?!

He smiled sheepishly and blinked twice, then with a quick tilt of his head invited me in. I could hear his mind saying "Oh, what the hell." I stepped into the shower without a word, my eyes feasting on the bounty before me. Dave's hands went straight for my belly and mine went straight to his pecs, and as he explored my enormous gut I relished the feeling of the muscles dancing just beneath the paper-thin skin.

"You wanna feel what it's like to be me?" Dave breathed. He turned around and backed into me until my belly rested in the small of his back. My hard cock lay in the crack of his ass, and he tightened up to force my cock to point upwards. We fit together like a perfect puzzle, and I was totally awed by the sheer size and width of his shoulders and back. I drank in his musky smell, not yet removed by the hot water. He reached back and took my hands, bringing them up under his arms. I began to roam and explore, imagining what it would be like to have pecs that huge.

Dave squirted some soap in the deep cleavage and I rubbed it around, turning everything slick and lathery. My chin rested on his shoulder so I could watch him flex his pecs under my hands. I could have been standing at the edge of a cliff, admiring the breathtaking vista before me. If I leaned into him at all, he did not budge a bit. I worked my way down his abs, and gently whispered "well, this is different" into his ear. His abs tightened up and shook with a quiet chuckle. My hands drifted further south, finding his pole to be at full attention. I grabbed the base of it as best I could with both hands and wiggled it around while whispering "heyyyy batter batter batter," and we both giggled. I stepped back and undid our erotic lock, and ran my hands around the balls of his shoulders and down his back to his ass.

He turned around with a smile and motioned me to turn too. "It's my turn now," he grinned. It took some maneuvering to get us to fit together that way, but we managed it. Dave slathered his cock with soap and held my shoulders firmly. "Hold still," he whispered as he gently pulled me back. I felt his soapy cockhead pushing its way effortlessly along the bottom of my ass, parting my legs and pushing through. With a quick thrust I felt his head plow into the back of my ballsack, making me gasp. When I finally felt his muscle belly connect with the small of my back, I reached down and discovered that I had grown a short but hugely thick cock beneath my own.

I rubbed the head a couple of times until I could feel the shaft pulsating between my legs. Dave's hands reached around and began rubbing my belly. I squirted soap on it and laid my head back onto his pec-shelf. Dave's chin rested on my shoulder and I could feel the stubble of his chin and cheek, the only rough thing about this muscle god.

"Man this thing is so awesome!" he breathed. "You think it'll get any bigger?" What did he have in mind? May as well test the waters.

"Well, ever since we've been hitting the buffets for lunch, I've been adding about a pound a day."

His cock pulsed and swelled between my legs. "No fuckin' way!" His voice trailed off as he continued to explore, and I hoped he was doing the math in his head. "Man in a month... by Christmas..." Yup, he was doing the math and his cock was going absolutely wild. I gently tilted my pelvis and tightened my legs together and began to slowly stroke his monster cock. Feeling it rub along the underside of my cock and balls was bringing me very close.

Dave stood with his feet further apart, and I soon could feel his heavy low-hanging balls bumping my thighs. "Yeah," I said, matter-of-factly. "And it all seems to be going right here." I patted my belly gently and let him quietly continue.

After another minute of his sensual massage, he stopped and whispered, "How big do you think it can get?"

"Not sure man," I breathed as I leaned back into him, letting him take total control. "As big as you want."

"Really? Big as I want?" he panted, his chin stubble grinding into my shoulder, his hot breath roaring in my ear, and with that, his pecs and biceps bulged and flexed at once, tightening his hold around me. His cock swelled between my legs and began to shoot huge globs of cum onto the wall under the showerhead. Two thrusts of his live animal between my legs sent me over the edge, and we writhed together as we both blew our loads everywhere. We stood there panting and without saying a word for some time, while he held me in his tight embrace, the water from the shower cascading down my bloated belly and over Dave's fingers, before it let go and splashed into the tub below us.

The End

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Exclusive: BearTrainer's Long awaited new story!


So, I am really wildly excited about this. The ever talented BearTrainer is debuting his new story, squeegee, here on my blog. Creatively "illustrated" if you will by BT, this story of a guy with a somewhat checkered past being taken under the wing of another man and shown the ins and outs of the good life (expanding his horizons and all of that ;) ) is a quite enjoyable read. So get something to eat, loosen your pants, and read the full story after the jump.

For some reason, all of the, uh, illustrations, are loading before the jump. To read the full story to see how these hot images fit into BearTrainer's story... If they aren't a good teaser, I don't know what is...

Squeegee
by
BearTrainer

There I was, minding my own business, which, as it happens, means listening to the raft of morning reservation calls and changes on the Au Pied de Cochon voicemail system—"I know I said six, but my mother-in-law's catsitter's nephew's goddaughter and her fiancé will be joining us, so I'm hoping you can find a place for us, oh please, pretty please" and "We're going to be there tonight and I'm wondering if the pastry chef could make the pecan tart with macadamia nuts instead, since my husband loves macadamias and it's his birthday and all"—when, over the rim of my first cappuccino, what should I see but a Tuesday morning vision of male beauty, at least by my standards.

Tousled, sleepy-faced, and very blond, he lumbered out of the pickup he just parked in the white loading zone in front of the restaurant and carried what looked like a large dishpan toward our front door, snug white tee displaying a good solid set of shoulders, biceps and forearms, dusted with fur and sporting a workman's tanline. Maybe 25, older, younger? I wondered. He was too bulky to be much younger, and he was wearing a resentful, pouty mug on his face—clearly not a morning person—and moved with a heavy, masculine deliberation that had clearly left his light, care-free impetuous youth now far behind. As he put the pan down in front of our bank of floor-to-roof picture windows and turned around to get the rest of his equipment, I carefully put my own coffee down, lest I spill all over myself, for there it was, in plain sight: all the gymwork of the upper body on him setting atop a bunch of sweet pudge, poured into a cheap pair of brown, pin-striped dress pants from Walmart, big asscheeks wriggling under the shiny fabric and what couldn't be less than a 34 waistline tugging on a pair of lovehandles. What kind of workout routine was this that built him so nice and hard upstairs and left the rest of him deliciously neglected and soft below? From my perch, thoroughly unabashed, I simply continued to stare, motionless, eyes riveted upon him, as he trundled back from his truck carrying a gallon jug of Windex and, mystery revealed, a thick, wide squeegee mounted on a six-foot broomstick. He was the window-washer. Ah…..

And so, I watched as the final part of my morning treat was delivered to me. Dipping his long pole in the pan, he began, oh so carefully, to wipe, wipe, wipe from top to bottom, the action of which, naturally, made his shirt ride up oh so sweetly, oh so unself-consciously, oh so inevitably, until a luscious white bulge of beginner Buddhabelly pooched out over his pants, visible through the blur of the wet window like some kind of high-toned encourager-porn dream sequence in that DVD I wish someone someday would take the time to make.

Renny's voice startled me out of my reverie, stage-whispering

"Gagliardi's nephew," in my ear after creeping up behind me without warning. I literally gasped.

"Give me a fucking heart attack, will you? Shit!" And then catching my breath, I spun about to face our resident kitchen wag and my partner in crime at what all of us in-house called---with deep affection, of course--Piggyfeet. Eyebrows raised, I burbled, "No way. We're not going to be having our windows cleaned by this bo-hunk every day, are we?"

"Oh yes. Got the whole story last week from Darlene, of all people, who wormed the story out of Frank Gagliardi who felt he needed to give us a heads-up. Paragon of morality that he be." I noticed that Renny himself, for his being all casual and whatever, was, nevertheless like me, breathing a little heavier himself and had a glassy, unmoving eye fixed upon the window as well. "He told her that he was sending Byron to us, just in case we wondered. And, well, isn't he up your own personal one-way alley."

Renny paused for effect. "Fresh out of County, on parole for the next two years, needed a job."

Down came the squeegee and crystal clear, the heft and breadth of Byron was again before us. What a delight? And to think, I thought I was going to have just another humdrum Tuesday catering to the bourgeoisie. "County, eh? Hence…the physique."

"Oh yeah." Renny made his trademark know-it-all moue and nodded.

"Yeah. One has to presume it's a lovely train wreck of recovery from wicked crystal habit, jail weight-lifting and greasy, starchy 3-squares in aluminum tins. Twelve months in the lock-up will do that to a guy." He licked his lips.

"I'm actually a little impressed he's in the shape he's in, aren't you? Usually they really let go. He's just, well, healthy-looking. At least for now, I'd say."

"You are such an expert on jail trade, can't believe I forgot," I couldn't help saying sarcastically. In the end, though, Renny was right. Byron was no light-weight, that was for darn sure, his broad, sullen face plump and almost jowly, large pecs with thick nipples rounding out firmly enough to cast a shadow. There was, all the same, a youthful vigor about him even with the poundage and I could see in how he moved a kind of fire to get things back on track for himself.

Knowing his backstory, I could see all of he had gone through, reflected, stroke by stroke, as he cleaned our windows: used to the good life of carefree partying, with the drugs keeping him nice, tight and lean, plenty of friends and money and sex, and then, busted, confined for a year to what ended up being an adult male feeding pen, abundant food dished up on schedule, grinding inactivity, the uselessness of lolling about the dorm and yard. Desperate to keep his looks and his sanity after about piling on about 25 pound of chub, he starts to hit the weightroom, jogs a little now and then, and tries, best as he can, coming off amphetamines, to stay away from hyper-sugary institutional desserts, doing his time and hoping against hope he won't end up looking like the rest of soft, blowsy self-pitying cons in their jumpsuits, doughy, white and prematurely middle-aged. Now, he's back on the outside, dependent on his uncle's charity for a lowly minimum-wage gig as squeegee, an arrest record, meth habit and 30 extra pounds following him around, an unshakeable ballast of misspent youth. No wonder he looked sullen, or was this his particular version of grim determination? Shit, you could tell the guy was one of God's great eaters, flashing his sweet rolls of firm newfat, a broad bubble of an ass shifting restlessly, stretching the back seam this way and that, as he worked up more than a little bit of a sweat doing his job in front of the two of us.

After sharing a few hypnotized moments of admiring lust with me, with a click of the heels Renny laughed lightly and turned. "Got to get back to stuffing my andouille sausages, baby. So sorry I can't stand here and blab and drool all day as you make your plans."

"Plans?" I said, with mock naïveté.

He snorted loudly. "I may not know jail trade, but I know you. How many poor hapless waistlines have you sabotaged, while here so far?"

"You need to remember that Danny came here heavy. I always get blamed but…."

"There is heavy and then there is HEAVY." Renny waved his hand. "Yeah, yeah, yeah, don't say it. 'I didn't put a gun to his head to eat himself up over 300 on Frances' napoleons and tiramisù.' Ring me in the back if you want Squeegee to have a good solid country breakfast, ok?"

"Poor guy is scowling he's so hungry," I murmured. "Anyone can see that."

Renny was going to leave, but we stood for a few more moments, boring holes into the plate glass with our gaze. "Anyone could see that. He needs a meal."

"Something substantial. He's got a long day of hard work."

"But plenty of protein too."

"He can always work on definition later."

"Much later."

"How about a nice generous pile of French toast with a goat cheese scramble on the side, and fresh orange/grapefruit."

Renny walked to the kitchen. "You have ten minutes."

"Love a challenge."

Squeegee. My new project.

In the first stages, there are usually a couple of prime considerations. Managing their self-consciousness is always an issue, as is the general wariness of straight guys in the Bay Area who know the score and can't really be tricked the way that some carefree, mindless fuck fiction would have it. So, like a soufflé, rich but light, it requires a light touch. That day I had to improvise, so pulling one of the fresh baguettes out of their Semifreddi bags by the front busboy station, I slathered it up with honey butter and chopped off a theatrically large piece and then, paying him no attention whatsoever, I passed by as he did his work and dashed out to my car in the lot across the street, in order, of course, to do nothing in particular. I made sure to take my sweet time coming back, though, sauntering, nibbling a little on the end of the fragrant tartine as I paused at the door and gave him a little encouraging smile.

"Great work. Thanks. Especially on sunny days like this, the windows make all the difference."

He politely smiled back and mumbled, "Thanks."

"Frank probably didn't tell you but if you want some coffee or lemonade or something, let me know," and then, making as if not waiting, I swung open the door, ready to stop if there was even a moment's hesitation on his part. And there was—he raised his eyebrows adorably.

"Oh, coffee," he sighed. And I stopped. "Very good coffee, too. Special blend exclusively for the restaurant from Kona growers."

He smiled more broadly. "That would be great."

I very deliberately took a large bite out of my baguette prop and chewed long and hard before answering with all the officiousness of professional waitstaff, one foot in the door. "Cream? Sugar?"

"Yeah, both. If it's not too much trouble."

Hmm. He seemed polite enough. Nothing like the discipline of "yessir, nossir" on the inside for a year to make a fine bit of overfed beefcake nice and docile. "Well, you just come on in, when you finish up that panel."

Even without the a/c, the restaurant was cool and dark this early in the morning, and I pretended to be all wrapped up complicated table arrangement charts, when the soon-to-be-conquered Byron tentatively opened the door and peeked inside.

"Hey, there," I said, and pointed my thumb over to the bar, where I met him and poured out a cup of the fresh brew we all kept on hand for us, setting it out for him as if he were our first honored customer of the day, my own large and quite unfinished, heavily buttered baguette right there on the counter. "I'm Grant, by the way."

The way he was looking at the polished zinc bar counter, the china cup and saucer, the gleaming steel sugar bowl and creamer, the stylish demitasse spoon made me think that it had been a long time since he had had a cup of coffee in anything but a styrofoam 7-11 cup. "Byron," he answered, between sips, after adding more sugar, more cream. "You know my uncle?"

"Yeah, for years now. Has done great work with the maintenance for us. I myself didn't intend to end up as assistant manager here, just wanted the maître d' job, but dealing with the contractors now and then comes with the territory."

He continued checking the place out, the damask linens, the crystal glassware, the ultra-modern lighting system sleekly running about the ceiling and cunningly focused on the artwork and flower arrangements, a laboriously effortless chiaroscuro effect creating that "dining environment" for which Au Pied was, justifiably, known and lauded. "Quite a place," he said as he settled in on the barstool to drink his coffee, resting his thick forearms on the counter on either side, out of prison habit, to protect his food.

I munched further down on my baguette, mostly so as to have an excuse to wave it around and tempt him with the fragrance of honey. "It can be a big pain in the ass, you know working with the public, especially rich people."

I pretended to organize the garnishes at the bar, figuring he wouldn't know that that was probably the last thing someone in my position would ever get involved with in a high-toned establishment such as this one. And right on cue, the bar phone rang. God bless Renny.

"No," I said, looking around. "I have no idea….he did?.....well, he's not here now…..me?.....no…." I caught Byron's curious glances for a second or two, absorbed in my phone conversation, and then, said, "No…..not really….but…." holding his eyes this time and putting my hand over the receiver. "Have you had breakfast? Renny from the kitchen said that the manager asked for breakfast but seems to have disappeared."

"Breakfast?" Byron's eyes lit up involuntarily but his expressionless, guarded face didn't change.



"Nothing fancy, really. I've already eaten," I gestured at my excuse of a tartine on the counter, "And those guys back there are too busy to take the time."

He looked over toward the windows, he only had a couple left to do, and then at his watch. It was a good sign, this long hesitation, the way that the very concept of breakfast was stopping him in his tracks. Did he mean to rub his stomach with his big paw, or was that his sexy, child-like way he had learned to communicate to his feeders that he was hungry? A sheepish, grateful smile appeared. "I got time."

I hung up quickly and with all the naturalness in the world, hustled off to the kitchen, saying on the way, "For all the food we serve here and throw out, I just hate to see any of it go to waste."

As I knew he would, Renny supplied a high mountain of French toast on a large plate, adorned with fresh fruit, with a tasty scramble big enough for three, with hefty slices of buttered toast—bread to go with your bread, sir?—and a pot of warmed nutmeg syrup, the smell of which was fairly intoxicating.

Byron drew back a little at the generosity of what he was being served, crisply folded napkin offered as if it were only to be expected, and seeing his reaction, I tried to mitigate the impact, by explaining, "As you can see, our manager is used to being pampered." I would have loved to stand right there and watch every sweet, carbo-rich morsel disappear into that pouty, kissable mouth, watch the sugar take effect and glaze his eyes over with food bliss, watch him dig in quick and then slow down until he had a hard time sitting forward and yet, continue to plow through till the plate was clean. But it was neither polite nor strategic to make my Squeegee too aware of the web being woven around him.

So I tapped the bar, said, "Take your time. Might be the only break you get today, huh?" and moved back to my desk behind his back, where, unbeknownst to him, I had nevertheless had a clear view of him in the big wall mirror. I didn't miss a moment of any of it--the way he dipped a spoon in the syrup to taste it first and actually licked his lips with his pink tongue, how he folded the slices in half, cut through, taking large mouthfuls, enjoying how filling it was, how sweet, how comforting to eat in a cool, quiet place, not rushed, food prepared with style, and lots of it, all for him. He buttered his toast from the tub I had left on the counter, spooned the eggs on it to make little scramble sandwiches for himself which he devoured like French-toast chasers. He mopped the syrup and butter off the plate, using his big fingers to nudge the food on to the fork, and half-way through, I could see him realize that there was no need to rush.

That was when the full potential of him became clear to me, for he suddenly relaxed, a big sack of a musclechub lost in the good food spread out, all the tension gone. The mirror gave me the frontal view of his greedy mouth and porky face, but the back-side view, from my desk, was all the confirmation I needed for my plans: soft belly roll folded over into a spare tire of flab ringing him, his plump tits sagging nice and round now that he wasn't sitting up straight and holding himself high, scooting back a little to make room for more eats which made the breadth of his ass, hips and thighs all the more obvious, waistband low in the back as his overfed bubblecheeks pulled it down, crotch tight in the front between a pair of spreading hams, all the seams taut as 250 pounds settled into 200 pounds of pants.


And he still ate, in a world of his own gourmet table, unstinting, civilized breakfasts, followed by long lunches and siestas, festive suppers, late night dinners of many courses, where he could be and would be encouraged to indulge in all the good things of life, fill up, relish, soak up the sweetness, engage in the overnourishment he had come to crave. He let his eyes flutter shut now and then, letting the soft animal of his big, burgeoning body love what it loved. He'd sigh occasionally, and the best part was how, at the end of it all, when every scrap of toast and eggs had found its place on him and the plate was squeaky-clean, he cast a surreptitious glance about and took my half-eaten baguette that I had left there to finish off on his own. What a fatty food-sneaker! That was the moment when I knew I had him good.

I gave him a few moments to digest and then joined him back at the bar with the dregs of my own coffee. Up close it was erotic to see him flushed with a sugar high, those solid shoulders and arms propping him just enough so all the firm, well-fed fleshiness of plump pecs and bobble-belly could hang loose. He was breathing heavy, more because he scarfed it all down so quick than because it was all that much for him, and I could see that tell-tale glitter of incipient food frenzy in his eyes, probably what he looked like on the way to score tina and do a run, but now turned full-force on to what I hoped would be his new, legal addiction—overeating himself into obesity. Clearly, if I were to bring out another breakfast, he'd eat it. He didn't have it in him to stop himself. I smiled sweetly as I took his plate. "Guess you haven't eaten for a while."

"Not like that, no. Did Frank tell you…?"

I nodded, the soul of understanding and compassion. "Yeah. Whatever. No one's perfect." Then, intentionally changing the subject, "How about that nutmeg syrup, huh?"

Beneath long eyelashes lashes, he rolled his baby blues back in his head and smiled a chubby smile. "Wicked good."

"I've seen some customers literally drink it out of the pourer."

"Yeah?" He winced at the thought and then, picked up the container, peering into it.

"Pretty sweet." Which was when he caught me by surprise, stopping me dead with a look of sheer, penetrating, utterly unexpected directness, switching in an instant into a full-grown, fierce-looking ex-con. The air was electric with tension as he leaned forward toward me. "There better be more where that came from. I'm going to want more."

The baby-blues had turned grey and steely in a flash, and he took one of his thick sausage fingers, wiped it around the inside of the syrup glass, and sucked on it hard. "I like that stuff, a lot."

I was completely taken aback. Good thing dealing with aggressive customers for many years now at least let me preserve the outward trappings of good manners. "Don't worry, Byron. There's plenty. I'll make sure of that."

But to tell the truth, watching him pack up and leave that day, walking slower with a belly jut and the flush of some attention, I couldn't help but feel a slight shiver of fear. Don't get between him and his fix—I guess that was the moral of the first part of Squeegee's story.

Not that I had any intention of depriving Byron of his breakfast. Of all the insipidities I could spend my pathetic tip money on, paying Renny $15 under the table every other day to accustom this scrumptious ex-junkie window-washing parolee plumper to a good solid daily feed at the PiggyFeet trough until some serious results began to show---let's just say I have spent a lot more on a lot less fun. As it turns out, we were only scheduled to have our windows shined up every other day, which frankly was OK by me. It'd be a little much, I thought, to be lavishing breakfast on him daily anyway. He might catch on, and then how would I get my evil kicks then, huh? Plus, alternate days gave me time to put my head together with Renny to plan a nice, satisfying menu for Squeegee, something that would appeal, compel, seduce Tubby into making damn sure he never called in sick.

He was there bright and early all right on Thursday, and Mother Nature herself, who from what I can tell has long been a big fan of all things excessive, appeared to have smiled on the inauguration of my new project: unseasonably warm weather for a Bay Area July meant it was in the high 70s, even at 9 a.m. And that meant a wonderful treat for me which I espied over the edge of my podium. Byron was in cargos and bright orange tank top, all of which probably did fit in the baggy way they were supposed to when he bought them a year ago but which now grabbed the overblown chunkiness of him in all the right spots—bowing out nice and round in the middle, belly flab and deep navel bouncing with every ponderous step, hunky-chunky thighs and bubblecheeks hefting and wrestling about under the tight khaki, all his smooth pink skin flushed with the heat.

He waved at me inside and smiled shyly, setting up his stuff on the sidewalk, and wanting him used to being treated with respect and graciousness, I waved back and glided forth effortlessly, carrying a large, almost bowl-size cup of coffee, set aside for lattes which some especially gauche customers insist on slurping down after a fine repast. But, this morning, just for B-man, I tucked in about a half dozen of those super-sweet amaretti we use to garnish the ice cream sundaes. Baby likes sugar. Baby gets sugar. Baby gets nice and fat.

"Man, thanks!" he said, loving the coffee but peering at the odd biscuits.

"Never had these." He crunched away and opened his eyes wide at the pure aromatic impact of them.

"They're Italian. We use them for desserts here."

He gobbled them down, confirming my well-trained instincts at discerning the weakest spots in diet resolutions such as the hapless victims of my ministrations might be so bold as to entertain. Squeegee, however, seemed to be walking very willingly to the House of Ruinous Delights. I could smell the almond paste on his breath when he said, "Yeah, it's almost like I need to keep my blood sugar up these days. I mean, you go from doing jackshit in jail to, all of sudden, having to work a regular schedule."

"And active physical work, too."

"I've been trying to skip breakfast, you know, I don't want to get too big now that I don't have time for the weights, but…." He paused and I could practically hear the gears turning.

"But…?"

"Don't take this wrong, I'm not asking for charity, but the other day that breakfast was, like, the best thing I had ever eaten. I've never been to a place like this, you know, to have dinner, lunch, whatever."

"It's pretty over-priced actually, but I can at least say that the food is great. I'm not sure I could afford to eat here either. And," I laid a fraternal hand on his shoulder, "No need to apologize. Feeding people is what we do here. That breakfast might have been the best you ever ate but fact is, Renny my bud in the kitchen whipped it up in, say, three minutes, takes no time at all to cook up some eggs, griddle some French toast, make it look pretty on the plate, when you are used to doing it fast and quick in a restaurant kitchen." Was Byron's mouth-watering? Probably the after-effects of the sugar bombs.

"You hear about breakfast being so important and all, and Tuesday was really a lot easier for me after that."

"Well, that's good to hear. So plan on having breakfast—on us. We're more than happy to help guys like you get back on your feet, and it's not a problem on our end. In fact, Renny was thinking you might want to be our taste tester today."

He laughed, flashing big dimples and softening chin. "The guinea pig." The flirtatious cheek of him! Darn good thing I wasn't my own snug cargos that day. "Get your work done and come in, when you are ready to help us out."

Was it my imagination or did our big old Squeegee work at record-pace that day, making that bank of windows glitter like nobody's business in ten minutes? Would the day ever come when he might actually wear that "Will Work For Food" I still have in the drawer, bought a few year back during a hot and heavy dalliance with a previous feedee who, alas, never really went the distance? Hope springs eternal. In any case, he was inside lickety-split, it seemed, all moist and panting from bending over and from, I imagined, the eagerness to "help us out."

Sexy as it was to have seen him wiggling his width about awkwardly on the barstool the other day, if he was going to be irresistibly brought down by my secret encourager machinations, better to give the growing guy all the room he needed to spread out and relax and enjoy himself. So, I waved him over to the banquette along the wall, where, not coincidentally, a pair of corner mirrors gave me a three-dimensional view of his girth, and, voilà, out came Renny's creation which I placed in front of him with an overdone flourish, as if he were a genuine customer.

"Pancakes?" he said, gleefully, looking up at me. "I love pancakes."

"Ahh, but these are special…."

He dove in and then discovered that these were no ordinary pancakes, but were in fact filled with rich cream cheese that had been whipped with the nutmeg maple syrup, such that, as he cut into them, the filling oozed out obscenely and released a very intense fragrance of sugar and spice and everything nice. The effect of it on him was as planned: here was a dude slung up somewhere between a San Pablo trailer park and the dog races, a guy who had undoubtedly come of age eating nothing but cheap, packaged, microwave dinners and snacks from jars, bottles and boxes, whose most far-out idea of the "high life" was to party with his tweaker buds and do shooters at Hooters. And now, thanks to the magnanimity of none other than the critically acclaimed Berkeley restaurant Au Pied de Cochon inspired by world-renowned California cuisinière Alyssa Wadders, our boy from the sticks was being acquainted with the way that food could be so much, much more to him, a path to the good life where things were clean, tasteful, civilized, and friendly; a harmless way of exercising his sensuality in the form of that big greedy appetite for pleasure which had gotten him into trouble in the first place, but which here at the table, centered on the food, on the eating of food, on the joy that food gave him, could now be indulged without any serious problems. Never had post-incarceration rehabilitation been so elegant, so gustatorily enticing, nor—I quivered with the thought--so potentially lethal to that waistline or the numbers on his bathroom scale. He took one bite of the stuffed pancake, a big bite dripping with milkfat, nutmeg and surreptitious encouragement, and he groaned deeply with satisfaction. Saying nothing, he took his time, spooning in another and another, eyes half-shut from a sugar climax, whimpering like a weaning shoat as he took a long, lingering time to clean his plate, mouthful after mouthful after revelatory mouthful.

"Oh god…I've never tasted anything like this."


I smiled down at him, watching him let go, shirt creasing carelessly around the folds of his fleshy torso, belly soft and slack, ready to make room for more, fat ass cushioned with a comfort that made it easy to stay there.

"So they're good," I said, matter-of-factly.

He chuckled and looked up. "Way good. Like having a pancake, cream-filled donut and cheese danish all at the same time. It's blowing my circuits."
And your belt buckle, I thought.

"So it's not too bad being a guinea pig, huh?" Every last part of me wanted to slide right in there next to him, at that moment, gently grab that flab of his, fresh, new and jiggly, call him "squeegee," "guinea piggy," "piggyfeet's newest piggy-feeder," reinforce what I knew I would be successful at turning him into over time. But I didn't. I did instead what needed to be done for now: I went back into the kitchen and brought out another six of these stuffed pancakes, their starchy, intoxicating perfume hitting Byron full in the face and he moaned helplessly, eyes bright with foodlust and even a little bit of fear.

"You told me you liked that nutmeg syrup...so…"

He winced and let his eyes alternate between the irresistible temptation on front of him, the high pile of food that he soon would be wearing on his hips and soft, low-slung Buddha-belly, and my own expression of implacable, unruffled, determined bonhomie. And as he spoke his piece to me, "Don't get me wrong, they are really great, but maybe I could finish a couple more of them, you could help, I dunno, someone in the kitchen…." it was impossible not to notice how his hand reached for the big spoon automatically, how he scooped up yet another enormous mouthful, how without thinking, like a natural porker, he began to feed, unable to stop himself because he wasn't even aware he was doing it, and once he started tucking it in, Round Two of stuffed pancakes, there were no more words, just gentle grunts, the smacking of buttery lips, and occasionally the sound of the cushions shifting, as he leaned back to catch his breath but only for a second until the draw of the table made him lean forward again, bench creaking, jockeying those overfed thighs and fattening ass into position so he could continue to pamper himself, sucking down the pleasure, the guiltless pleasure of what I was going to make sure was his incurable new compulsion.

I swear by the end his sweat smelled like cream cheese and nutmeg. Where was it coming from? The plate was empty, a gooey mess of smeared feeding, and I thought long and hard about whether or not to do this next thing, but he was practically passed out with the overwhelming, nearly endless gorging that he had just given into, body flaccid and bulging, food-stupid expression on him, the way they get toward the end of a good, solid, satisfying binge, and I figured it couldn't be anything more outrageous than what he had in all likelihood seen and done in jail. So I went for it: I ran my index finger along the plate, wiping up a big mound of the sweetened filling still left and put it up to his lips.


"We clean our plates around here at Piggyfeet."

Given how south it all could have gone, that singular pause, as he looked at me from below, lasted an eternity. I didn't know him well enough yet to be able to tell whether it was relief, sullen resentment, or just plain, mindless, male lust that animated his glance at me in that moment, but whatever it was, I didn't get slugged. On the contrary, my instincts proved correct and instead, he closed his eyes, parted his big lips, and, with that soft and yielding tongue of his, suckled the cream off my finger, every last little bit.

From that moment onward, an unspoken understanding had been reached between us, or perhaps better to say the unspoken understanding, for in my experience with the obese-to-be, it is always the same understanding and there is really no need to talk about it. In fact, better not to talk about it. Better, far better, far more exciting in some ways, to keep it unstated, below the radar of anyone who might guess, and simply let the inexorable process take its course.

And take its course it did with Squeegee, who soon began to "stop by to say hi" even on the mornings when he wasn't scheduled to be working, especially when he realized that the culinary generosity of PiggyFeet would be supplemented on those days by my own personal assurance of a "nice big solid breakfast to start the day." Sometimes that was in the form of a flat of fresh pastries from La Farine, at others a sizable sack of cinnamon-sugar doughnuts right out of the fryer from Cruller Corner, warm, comforting, oily, and then there were those morning when I picked up a couple of piping hot breakfast burritos from La Picante down the street, served up with the pretense that I was going to have a bit of nosh myself, the reality being, of course, that all the sausage, potatoes, cheese and tortilla mostly made their way into Byron's capacious gullet, especially once I got him all jacked up on coffee and sugar. Once a stimulant junkie, always a stimulant junkie.

Even with this special touch of my own added to hasten the undermining of whatever remnant of faltering will power he still had, it didn't escape anyone's notice that Byron always seemed to enjoyed the good home-cooking of our own kitchen best, and as long as I kept Renny's palm greased with the green, luscious morning meals kept coming out from out kitchen with a regularity that was blimping our Squeegee into a full-fledged, well-rounded gourmand. Cream-cheese stuffed pancakes were followed by an "experiment" of savory French toast stuffed with bacon, ham and pancetta that Byron was the first to taste and gobbled up with gluttonous approval. And more experiments followed, rich fattening morning meals the recipes for which our kitchen never got a chance to try out, since we only opened for lunch: crêpes thick with cream, folded over a wide variety of filling created from the previous nights leftovers---roast beef hash with sage gravy, chicken pomodoro adorned with slabs of melted provolone, seafood gumbo over rice. The guinea piggy had a real carbo jones, and I swear after a couple of weeks I caught him literally drooling as he made his way to our doorstep, big chops licking in anticipation.

But even old standards need to be livened with variety and I was determined to expand Byron's greed into new areas. So, glossy omelettes grew by the day from three- to four- and eventually to six eggs, the size of dinnerplates, accompanied by towers of buttered bread, rich cream biscuits, and pots of jam, with occasional mixed grill thrown in, different house-made sausages—chicken, turkey, lamb—lined up like soldiers on a battlefield andmowed down with relish before he waddled off for the rest of his work day. A measure of how primed he was, how eminently plump-able, was obvious in how quickly his new, luxurious breakfast habits resulted in what I had wanted to see from the first day: in three weeks, Byron went from pleasantly chunky to distinctly, inarguably lard-assed, cheeks puffy, chin thick, soft and lushly larded, once broad shoulders now even broader and sloping over man-breasts that shook lasciviously, abundantly, under voluminous XXL T-shirts that made his transition from beefy boy to lard-ass slob clear and present. As his body sought to find new places to store the blubber that his greatly increased intake was creating as stores for a famine that I would make sure he would never experience, rolls of fat grew under his arms, popped out nice and jiggly around his waist, and widened out the top of his thighs so that his pants cut into deep, thickly creased chub all around. Most amazing, though, was his belly that pushed out over his shorts, forcing the waistband to sling low like a sweet hammock over an unexpectedly symmetrical sphere, navel smack in the center of his shirt, bouncing gently, seductively at the slightest movement. I thought he would widen and droop, he just looked like the type to me, a sloppy-fat gainer-tub, but I was wrong. The extra forty pounds that first month came on him nice and firm, and by the end, he had blossomed into more of a rolypoly, a Michelin man, overstuffed, upholstered with sexy manfat that would show itself off now and then as his shirt rode up during a feeding or as his cotton shorts flashed the back of his shaking ass cheeks on his way off to work.

Gratifying as it was to achieve this kind of success, I couldn't help wondering whether or not more might be possible, given the ease with which Byron had given himself over to the morning feeding routine and the sensual fattening he was capable of achieving in such a short time. Just as his own appetite was grew hand-in-hand with his excess poundage, each day making that delightfully vicious cycle of lowered metabolism and increase consumption more and more his way of life, conditioning him to a life of obesity, my own desire to push the limits with him were similarly increasing. The more he showed up obediently expecting to be stuffed, the less able to restrain his piggishness in front of me (to the point of even grunting and snorting toward the end of an exceptionally delicious meal), the more lard he piled on, the more it made me think that what had begun a diversion, as an exploration, might well be taken to another level. Why shouldn't I get something permanently, deeply, personally satisfying out of all my hard work, too? As he sat there, day after day, spreading out, fatter and fatter, more and more hoggish, burying himself in the excess, was it really so unrealistic to think that he was giving it up so easy because deep down he wanted me to go to the next step? I'd occasionally catch him looking at me, eyes bright above food-swollen cheeks, looking at me with an expression that I began to realize was actually a request he didn't know, didn't have the words, to make. Easy to find out. So on a day when I knew the dinner rush would be light, the Sunday of July 4th weekend, when everyone was either out of town or barbecuing in their own backyards, I let him dab his lips with the napkin after finishing a sumptuous load of creamed chipped beef served on two sour-cream laden baked potatoes, shift his nearly 300-pound bulk around enough to give the vast balloon of his paunch the room to digest in peace with a soft belch, and then asked him what his plans were for the evening.

He sniggered a little. "Plans. I got no plans. Never have no plans." He put a plump hand on his belly and rested it, wheezing a little, looking back at me with an unformed question dancing about in his bovine gaze.

"Got no friends now that I'm not using or dealing. And sure ain't got no girlfriend at this fucking size." He laughed in a self-deprecating way and picked up the remnants of potato skins with a fork. "I got my eats, and that's just about it."

"Well, then, why don't you stop by here tonight? It's doing to be d-e-a-d. And we're all just going to be kicking back, you know."

A little smile crept over his face, double chins flushing with a scoot of the hips. "Bet you have a dynamite dessert menu."

What was I thinking? This fatty had been around the block. "Menu? We have a platter the size of Missouri," I said, giving back as good as I was getting.

And sure enough, even after plowing through breakfast enough for six, he sat there, drooling just at the thought, . "Good as the rest of the food?"

My turn to snigger, which I did, wickedly. "Three different pies, chocolate decadence torte, two different cheesecakes, caramel pudding, cookie plate….It's always such a shame that we put it all out on a display tray for the evening and then at the end, just throw out all the samples."

He had tried a couple of times to rouse himself from his laziness and shift his tonnage into gear head off to work, but there was nothing like a low center of fatboy gravity to make that difficult. So I reached out my hand and gave him a lift, pulling him forward with a good strong hand and letting him stand real close as he got his balance, the crest of his 48" gut grazing my arm.

"I'm so here tonight," he said softly. Was it my imagination or did I hear in his voice a note of relief and see in his body a kind of yielding, yielding to all of his appetites, even the ones that he had kept secret up to now, secret even to himself?

"Tell you what…" I matched his sotto voce. "Don’t rush. Clean-up won't be done till midnight and then we'll have all the time in the world."

Midnight it was, indeed, when he came by, which made me happy, because there are few things I like better in a fatboy than the ability to take direction.

But Squeegee had gone one better, he had slipped on a nice, extra-wide pair of cotton sweat shorts and a bright colored Hawaiian shirt that sported itsy-bitsy ice cream cones of various flavors. Smelling freshly showered, he slipped into the door way as I unlocked it, and right inside, heplayfully pointed out the design of his shirt, saying, "I thought I'd dress for dessert." The pattern of the fabric wasn't what I was checking out, though, in that the shirt was open with lots and lots of Byron was shaking free and easy in the dim lights of the restaurant.

"Cute," I said, and assuming the officious air of restaurant host I affected on a nightly basis here, I simply walked toward the rear of the house where a small alcove of a dining space flickered with candles, hidden with view.

As promised, our dessert tray of the evening beckoned. "They are just left overs, I know…."

It's always amazing to see the effect of the food on them, and it's all in their eyes, an intensity, a focus, a sheer, naked greediness takes over, the tunnel vision of a man destined to have his life run by his unrestrained love of eating. He wasted no time and slid his bulk into the big padded chair, gawking for a bit at the array before him, spoiled for choice.

"I've died and gone to heaven, haven't I?" I stood over the table, as I would for any honored guest, and tapped his hand as he reached for his first selection.

"I believe you would like to hear what we have here, wouldn't you? So, going clockwise—coconut crème caramel pie with a macadamia nut crust and meringue topping, drizzled with honey; pecan rum pie served with fresh zabaglione; chocolate-bottom mud pie in a pool of caramel sauce."

He began to lean forward, smelling the air, and with that, I decided to do as I had intended, gently cupping the large soft mantit that hung forward and tenderly rolling the swollen nipple in my fingers, as I continued, voice calm and business-like. "Then we have the house specialty, triple chocolate decadence torte, bitter sweet chocolate mousse.." I plucked a little and he moaned "…layered with semi-sweet ganache…" I plucked a little harder still and he moaned a little louder, "topped with Valrhona shavings and of course mocha whipped cream," and with that, I bounced the handful of fat playfully until he giggled and reached for his breasts with his own chubby hands to stop my teasing.

"If you don't like chocolate, we have fresh Santa Rosa plum-topped cheesecake and Meyer Lemon cheesecake. Both very fattening…" I unobtrusively sat down and let my hand deftly slide across his broad circumference, overheated blubbery lovehandles, loose underbelly, the slightly damp tittyfold and meandering down to the sweet, sensitive fatty bulging around his navel. His eyelids fluttered half-shut and when his mouth opened in a wordless gasp, I finished off.

"Naturally we have crème brûlée, served with anisette-flavored Mexican wedding cookies, and if you so desire, we can always prepare a hot fudge sundae for you, vanilla, chocolate and coffee ice cream on hand." As the impact of it all sunk in and I found myself slowly moving into his bulk, pressing up against his flanks, letting my lips play against his jowls, he was breathing so heavily from desire that his voice was nothing more than a hoarse whisper.

"You understand, don't you?"

I grasped the large spoon beside the platter, started with what I knew he would like best, the chocolate decadence, and lifted a sumptuous mouthful of it up to his face with one hand as my other hand reached beneath the table and began to pleasure him as no one had ever pleasured this fatboy before, and in two bites, my newest conquest enjoyed a climax that stunned even me, a powerful, bucking cum that shook the table and which, I swear to God, lasted an exquisitely long time, long enough for me to feed him the entire slab of lusciousness off the plate, his eyes closed, whimpering with wave after wave of pleasure..

"Yeah, Squeegee, I understand. I understand so many things." Bite of the coconut pie, gasp for breath.

"That you are going to have a wonderful time from here on." Bite of the pecan, gasp for breath.

"That you are going to feed to your heart's content and never really care how big you get, ever again." Large spoonful of crème brûlée, gasp for breath.

"That you'll wonder now and then if this is a good thing, maybe when you are 350, maybe again when you are 450, or 500, but in the end…." Oversized piece of mud-pie, whipped cream drooling down his chin, helpless groan.

"You'll remember tonight and you'll know what you already know about yourself." His lids opened slightly and he nodded passively.

"Yeah, I know, I've always known. I don't have much choice. I am what I am." And with that, he picked up the fork himself and began, on his own, to do what he knew he needed to do, feed contentedly on the remains of the decadence in front of us.

"And Squeegee," I said with a little squeeze of his belly, "We have all the time in the world. All the time in the world."

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Ok, so, the updates haven't been so regular, I know...

So, life has gotten super crazy, and I've been way internet deprived for a while now. Nothing that I won't push through, I'm actually really happy, but really busy and without a stable internet connection. And blogger has been kinda fucky about letting me update pictures, which is oh so frustrating because I have some cool, cool updates in the works.

You can look forward to...

A new "illustrated" story from the illustrious BearTrainer
Several detailed pictorial evolutions of some really big top gainers that if you read this blog regularly I'm sure you wouldn't be tossing out of your bed
Some postings of some of the stories that were on GainerWeb which is currently on hiatus -I was smart enough to save them to my hardrive before the site went on vacation.

In that vein, despite the fact that I can't upload pictures, I can embed youtube vids, so here is a hot little vid from a non-gainer and a great story from the GainerWeb archives. I think of this story as a sort of gainer version of Y Tu Mama Tambien. Hot guy, realizing he's gay, on a trip, lots of vivid detail, I imagine it would have a good soundtrack if it were a movie, they speak Spanish, etc... It has that whole bisexual en route to gay thing that totally got me off in high school. I dunno, it's a story you have to invest in, but some really hot imagery. Read it, slowly, while snacking on something.. The whole thing after the jump.


Los Playeros (The Beach Bums)

By Joey188@aol.com

When I got off the plane, the tropical air of the island hit me in sultry waves, making me sweat. I wished I'd left my jacket back home in Corona.

Announcements echoed through the terminal in Spanish, making me feel like I was in a foreign land and I began to wonder whether returning to Puerto Rico that year was such a good idea. It was 1982, I'd just turned eighteen, and it was a strange time in my life. I was horny all the time. Horny and confused.

Home for the summer between high school and city college, I was jerking off like five times a day while my parents were at work, and I was dying to fuck something - hell, anything ! Judging by the pictures in my mind, it didn't matter who wound up in bed with me. So long as they were hot and friendly, I'd take 'em. Anyway, there I was in San Juan, my jerking off and fucking days clearly over, at least for the next six weeks. My God, I was going to go crazy!

On top of all that, at the last minute my father had been called away on a construction job in Mayaguez, on the far side of the island, and couldn't see me till sometime late in July. He'd arranged for his half-brother Raul to come pick me up and take me to some boondock shanty pueblo called Vega Baja.

There for some endless stretch of time I'd have to sit on the mocassina, eat shaved ice, and watch the sugar cane grow. Major drag.

It's funny about Puerto Ricans and airports. You could fly back and forth between the island and the States a hundred times, but if you've got relatives, they'll dress up in their Sunday best, pack the whole family into the car and show up at the gate as if you were the Second Coming. I spotted the red lipstick on my Aunt Nilda and smelled the aftershave on Tio Raul from fifty paces. He was wearing one of those embroidered gentleman's shirts the older men on the island wore at formal events. She wore slacks and her three-inch fingernails were painted fire engine red to match those fiery lips. The two of them grabbed and smothered me, immediately starting to jabber in hundred mile an hour Spanish.

"Mas despacio," I grinned, and they burst out laughing as they usually did when I took a stab at the language. My Dad had taught me a lot before he split on Ma when I was six, but I'd forgotten most of it.

Predictably, hot on the heels of this greeting came the Dreaded Inspection.

I'd prepared myself for this, and thought this time I'd get by fairly unscathed. I'd grown about a foot since my last visit, and had been working out on and off for the past year. My black hair was short and fashionably cut, and a pair of contacts brought my dark eyes out from behind my old clunky pair of eyeglasses. I'd looked into the mirror in the can on the plane, checked out my tight muscles and sizable crotch bulge, and thought I was finally coming into my own. I should have known better. Raul and Nilda's turned me around between them, poking and prodding me, running their hands over me as if I were a workhorse up for market. Though I scored points on height, I was way too skinny, like a skeleton, if I got my translation right.

Also I was pale, como un fantasma .

"Does the sun no longer shine on Manhattan?" asked Raul in broken English, forgetting I'd moved out of the Lower East Side about ten years earlier.

I grinned and bore it, suggesting we get to the suitcase pick-up. To tell you the truth, my heart was sinking. I'd been in Puerto Rico all of five minutes and I hated it already. I wanted to go home and jack off. I was so depressed and horny, even old Aunt Nilda's persistent squeezings were getting me hard, and that was gross. There had to be something in the air on that island, I tell you....

Then I saw my cousin, Carlos. He was leaning over the baggage carousel, a smiling macho god. He didn't even flinch when the loud buzzer sounded and the luggage started spinning around. A year or two older than me, he'd grown up, filled out, and then some! He was a native island boy with some boricua blood stretching way back into his family history. You could see it in the smooth darkness of his skin, the jet blackness of his curly hair, and the exotic, almond shape of his ebony eyes. He wore a yellow T-shirt tucked in (this was a special occasion, after all), and the short sleeves were tight around his big biceps. The word "Playero" in a sunburst was emblazoned over his left pec. It meant "beach bum". And last, but certainly not least, I noticed he'd managed to pour himself into a pair of white buttonfly jeans that had to be at least a couple of sizes too small for him. Even from across the room I could see his cock plainly through the denim, drawn to the right in that semi-hard state that sexy Puerto Ricans always seemed to be in.

I greeted him by shaking his hand instead of hugging him, like I should have done. Funny how men hold back when they find they really like a guy, even when there'd be nothing wrong with a good tight clinch at an airport. Well, I was drawn to Carlos immediately. In a place loaded with foxy Latin chicks with big tits and tight skirts, I found I couldn't let my long lost "cousin" out of my peripheral sight. Of course I couldn't let him know that. I guess I had nothing to worry about. Carlos barely spoke any English. He just smiled and set to work getting my suitcases together.

On the way home, Carlos and I sat in the back seat of Raul's car. The "meet and greet" now officially over, my aunt and uncle promptly ignored us, opting to complain incessantly about the rush hour traffic on the autopista . My cousin's arm was draped casually over the seat behind my head. I could feel the heat of it on the nape of my neck and at my ears. Somehow that calmed me down, made me feel safer.

"Tienes una novia?" They always asked that. I couldn't be on the island half an hour before being nailed with that one. My cousin was the culprit this time. But with that smile and those dark eyes, I couldn't hate him.

"No, no girlfriend," I admitted. "The girl I was seeing? She went off to college in another state as soon as we graduated. I broke up with her."

Carlos seemed satisfied with that web of lies I just wove. I hadn't had a girl since tenth grade, and we were drunk at a party. The B-boys in school were beginning to wonder about me, and I was having second thoughts about myself. Anyway, I was glad high school was over.

"You are picking up weights?" He leaned over, slid his fingers under below the cut of my chest and squeezed each of my firm pectorals through my shirt.

I felt his warm breath in my face. The lump in those tight white jeans of his got bigger, clearly forming an eight inch impression through the denim. "I have a bench in my house. Feel this-"

Carlos pulled his T-shirt out of his jeans and tucked the hem under his chin.

Then he took my hand and put it on his sunken, washboard belly. It felt like molten lead. I suddenly felt like passing out! He was doing this, making me touch his hot body, in the back seat of his parent's car, as if it was nothing!

"Wow! That's hard!" I had to lift my left leg to hide the massive boner I'd gotten. "You've been working out a long time."

"Yes," he smiled proudly. "Now we can do it together."

To get to Vega Baja, Puerto Rico, you've got to head west from the Carlos Munoz Rivera International Airport in Santurce, cruise past the sunny hotel district on Isla Verde, with its oiled and bronzed men cooking to succulence on clean sandy beaches, and get on the Numero Dos for thirty or forty minutes. You have to pass through Bayamon, where neighborhood paisanos work on old 1970s muscle cars in nothing but ripped up gym shorts and soaking bandanas around their sweaty brows. And you drive by Dorado Beach, where they put up fences to keep the homeboys out and the hotsy-totsy golfers tucked safely within. Surrounded by rocky hills and miles of sugar cane and pineapple, Vega Baja is a pueblo in the old sense of the word, a place where the poor people lived. Well, my father's half-brother's family may have been poor, but (gracias a Dios) having little money didn't mean squat when it came to looks, and my primo Carlos was about as handsome as they come.

No offense intended, but Vega Baja was a real shithole. My aunt and uncle's home was set precariously on a steep hill of earth and stone. It was supported by forty foot stilts, the kind you hear about on the news collapsing in a storm or mudslide in Bangladesh. Half-starved dogs, riddled with mange, sauntered up and down the road, and massive iguanas sunned themselves on rocks nearby. Every so often at night, a roach the size of a sparrow flew through one of the open windows and buzzed us as we watched TV.

The only things that kept me from going completely nuts were the magical songs the Puerto Rican tree-frogs sang from dusk till dawn -ko-kee, ko-kee - and the hypnotic sight of my gorgeous cousin Carlos, as he stretched languidly around the house in nothing but a pair of ripped cut-offs and that ever-present, sexy smile. We slept in the same bed, him in his underwear, me in my pajama bottoms. Feeling him asleep so close gave me the wildest of hardons, but I dared not touch myself for fear of being caught and ridiculed.

"Cojelo suave, popi," he'd tell me whenever I strained to keep up with him lifting weights or taking our afternoon walks up forty-five degree hills.

"Take it easy, my man."

His body seemed naturally muscular and powerful, and he moved with a lazy grace that made me want to snare him and devour him. One day, when we were playing touch football, I noticed the snap of his super tight shorts kept popping open whenever he had to reach up and catch a high pass. A thick, black swatch of pubic hair could be glimpsed there at the base of his belly.

He may have put on a couple of pounds since I got there, and he seemed healthy, happy and proud of the weight. I found myself tossing plenty of high passes. When Carlos finally noticed me staring, I almost died of embarrassment. But he just laughed and pushed his stomach at me till his shorts popped open again.

A smooth, deep suntan and bigger muscles had been my first priority, and fairly soon my body was adorned with both. Carlos loved working me out. He and his friend Nestor would spot each other out on the mocasina, where the lizards would look on as they climbed along the fences, and the tropical breezes sometimes got strong enough to make the house sway on its stilts.

Every few minutes they'd switch and pump away on the weight bench, working at the barbell until a buttery sheen glossed their dark skin from brow to belly.

Nestor was about six foot-two, long and lean, quiet and cool. He had thick eyebrows and a mustache that made him look tough, almost sinister. Carlos was shorter by a couple of inches. His body was more beautifully proportioned. We had both put on weight since I'd come down from New York that year, and he wore his well. As they lifted, I could swear I could actually see their biceps and triceps swelling across their arms and shoulders, full sets of solid, sculpted muscle seemed to expand and harden before my eyes.

When they spoke in Spanish with each other, they touched one another in a way I'd never seen back home. Carlos would make a point about firming up a pectoral by casually pushing aside Nestor's tank-top strap and squeezing the area around his buddy's nipple between his fingers.

Carlos and Nestor got erections all the time! Bulges appeared and grew larger whenever they touched, whenever a girl passed by on the road below, hell, even if the wind kicked up! I've got to admit, it put a little less stress on me hiding my own throbbing cock sometimes. These guys were driving me crazy!

Nestor would wear this ancient pair of gym shorts that tended to hike up around his thighs every time he did military presses, leaving his huge, uncut dick to slide down out of them.

Now I'd seen Carlos's fantastic cock, on account of the fact that he didn't seem to give a shit about being naked in front of me whenever he changed out of those shrinking short of his. But Nestor's huge piece was every bit as gorgeous! It was thick and wrapped so tightly in its skin, it looked like it was about to burst! His foreskin wrapped the plumb-shaped head of his cock in what looked like a luscious grape leaf of wrinkly flesh. The sight of it only gave me more to think about laying next to my snoring, sexy "cousin" in the dark of every night after that!

We trained seriously those first couple of weeks. There was little else to do, really. I'd marvel at Carlos as he scarfed down four or five peanut butter sandwiches and a quart of milk at a sitting, but then again he'd force me to chug-a-lug gallons of those crash weight-gain drinks on top of Nilda's daily Latin banquets of rice and beans, morsilla, chuletas, bistec criollos and two bottles of Malta India per meal. In a matter of days, we put on several more pounds, and I thought we were looking pretty good.

Nestor had his own thoughts on the subject of my new, bigger appetite, though. He would grin while lifting my T-shirt and patting the extra flesh gathering on my sides with the palm of his hand. "You got to work harder and don't eat too much, my man!" he'd coach in his sweet, broken English. "The ladies of Puerto Rico will get turn off if they see you get a fat stomach."

One night when Carlos and I were hanging out with a crowd of village teens at the bottom of the hill, I noticed some of the older girls kept glancing over at us and smiling while they spoke Spanish at a rapid clip. They were all dressed in tight jeans and frayed old button-down work shirts, thready shirt-tails hanging over plump, pouty asses, sleeves rolled to their forearms against the cool evening breeze. Carlos, his favorite Playero T-shirt draped over the antenna of the old Ford we were leaning against, folded his thick arms over his big bare chest, grinned, and started joking back at them. They laughed as he turned to me and pulled me away from the car, lifting my arms slightly, as if to show me off as he spoke.

"What's goin' on?" I said, enjoying all the sudden attention as the rest of the crowd looked our way.

"They say you are-" Carlos dropped his gaze to my middle, his smile widening with mischief. Then he looked to one of the girls, a sexy green-eyed brunette named Iris, and said, "Como se dice 'gordo' en ingles?"

The crowd of girls shrieked with delight at Carlos's efforts to explain. They clapped their hands and came over to us. Iris spoke to me, her red lips smiling broadly and she teased me in broken English:

"Carlos is telling you that the girls here are notice that you are in Puerto Rico only two week," eyes sparkling, she bit her lip and made a gesture indicating roundness just above the waistband of her jeans, "and we see you are getting a fat belly already!"

She squealed and lay her hands delicately on the over-nourished source of everyone's amusement. I must have blushed a deep shade of red, 'cause about six girls nearly burst their blouses with laughter. Nestor had been right on the money about these neighborhood girls. They watch you like starving hawks!

The pretty Puerto Rican girls gathered close around me, their hands sliding around my soft waist, their fingers poking into my belly through my ribbed T-shirt, pinching me as if I had been chosen to be the main course in tomorrow night's dinner. They were taking enormous glee in my mortified embarrassment.

I'd never been so much as pleasingly plump in all my life! But there I was, pounds of voluptuous flesh hiding my tight belly muscles, forming a soft smile that was pushing out over the button of my low-slung jeans. I'd been a handsome missionary, lulled into an erotic stupor by the friendly locals, only to realize I'd been tricked into being fattened for the kill and suddenly dropped like a tasty dumpling into a boiling pot of vegetables by what was turning out to be a hungry tribe of man-eating jungle girls. Well, I was determined to pull my dear cousin, my giggling training buddy Carlos, into the stew right along with me:

"And what about mi primo ?" my fingers easily found the roll of flesh that I'd noticed starting to bulge over the side of my cousin's jeans sometime last week. It was nice and plushy now, a sign that just like me, he'd started to enjoy lazing around slurping on mangoes more than working his body with weights and sit-ups. "Carlos is getting fat too, huh? Puttin' on the love handles?"

"Ah, no, no, no, mi amor," laughed Iris, wagging one of her wildly painted fingernails in my face. "It's okay for Carlos to grow fat por que he already has a girlfriend. It is not okay for you to become a fat boy here because the girls will be not liking it, and you won't get a girlfriend."

This was the first I'd heard about Carlos's girlfriend, but I was too flustered to let it sink in. I had to make a great comeback:

"And would you be my girlfriend?" I put on my most devilish grin.

"Ayyy, que chulo!" she cried, and everybody got hysterical. She slipped her hands around me and followed a kiss to my cheek with a playful bite. "Te come todo todito."

I guess I'd won them over, because the girls hung out with us the rest of the night, flirting with me and Carlos, playing with his big biceps and his St.

Christopher medallion, kissing us and inspecting our muscles with their fingertips, forcing us to compare our bodies and teasing us nonstop about how fat we were letting ourselves get.

Sometimes Carlos would draw me near him and put his arm around my waist, like he was proud of me. Like he was proud of his handiwork. He'd lean into me as he spoke in that strong soft Spanish voice of his, taking the meaty pad of flesh at my side from under my T-shirt and absently, tenderly squeezing it between his powerful fingers. I wanted to grab that perfect Latin face and kiss his lips right there. I wondered whether the girls noticed how hard my cock was through my jeans...

It hadn't rained at all for the first fifteen days of my stay, and one day Tio Raul told me and Carlos that we couldn't use up any more water. We'd have to pee out back, and take showers together. Carlos took this in stride, but I almost had a heart attack. Anyway, that afternoon, after a tremendous workout, we sat on the mocassina sunning ourselves, sucking on sweet canepas and watching the neighborhood girls walk up and down the hill below us. I'd been resisting the canepas, because I knew how fattening they were. But Carlos insisted we have as many of them as we could eat. Canepas would make us gain weight, he explained, and we needed the pounds for our work-outs.

Those were his orders. And the strange little pulpy things did taste good...

Nilda and Raul had gone shopping and we'd decided to waste some time teaching each other dirty words in our native tongues. Carlos slouched in his chair, holding the small round fruit in his fingers, beaming his radiant smile at me whenever I got one of his bad words right. He sucked on the pulp and smiled, sucked and smiled. His muscles seemed to be throbbing in the hot sun. A vein beat warmly from under the warm flesh of his neck, down the glossy flat plane of his right pec. His torso looked full and ripe, that once concave belly of his looking well-nourished and full. The flesh between his pecs and groin had swelled up some, pushing over the elastic of his shorts. This added beefiness gave him a carnal quality I'd never seen in him before.

Carlos leaned over lustily and proclaimed the latest amply endowed passerby "biscocha," which meant she looked like a piece of cake, but sounded a lot more filthy in Spanish.

"What kind of taste do you have?" I scolded him, and chucked one of my pulpy half-eaten fruits at his bare chest. "Her butt's way too big!"

"Fuck you!" he laughed, and threw one back at me. It splattered wetly on my neck, and we proceeded to pelt one another with sticky orange canepas for the next ten minutes.

Next thing I knew, we were in the shower together dancing around under the tepid water, naked as bucks in heat. Long, thick and semi-hard as usual, my cousin's uncut dick bobbed between his hairy legs and brushed against my thighs whenever he turned to grab the soap or adjust the tap. Every so often, he'd move to the slotted window high over the tub, stand on his tiptoes, and peer out into the dusty daylight. He was looking for that girl, that slice of biscocha, but I couldn't have cared less.

His ass was perfect. Shimmering with droplets of water, it was strong, lean and muscular. His legs were coated with black hair that rose into thick tufts at his groin and up the crack of that beautiful behind before turning into dark peach fuzz from the waist up. I noticed that his lower back dipped in a bit, tilting his voluptuous hips and belly forward while thrusting his pouty ass back toward me, forming a sort of "S" shape out of his torso. Maybe it was this slight, sexy, distinctly Puerto Rican swayback that turned me on so much about him. My father had it, I had it, but boy did my cousin have it good.

Or maybe it was the weight he'd been putting on recently, all that hard muscle was being brown sugar coated with an ever plumpening layer of sleek flesh. I could see it better now than when we were sitting outside, now that I was standing so close to him. Between his firm chest and heavy thighs, a satiny cushion of savory belly meat had blossomed around his navel and pushed out over his hips. His tummy, fully relaxed now, hung out some and bulged over his groin. He was the fattest I'd ever seen him. He could no longer fit into the jeans he'd worn to pick me up at the airport, I was sure of it. I wanted to poke that soft, sweet pillow belly on Carlos and pinch his round cheeks, tell him he was getting chunky, tease him like he and the girls had teased me the other night.

Then I saw that his dick was starting to get hard.

"Come here! Look this!" Carlos slid his arm around my back and pulled me to the window. He held me tight, pulling me against his warm, wet body as he spoke excitedly. "There is a real hot girl for you, my friend."

Looking through the window down the hill at an angle, I could see a bikini-clad morena taking off her top and settling into a ratty lounge chair to sun herself. Her tits were nice, but she had a beer belly and her fat ass was squishing through the bottom of the seat.

"No accounting for taste," I mumbled.

"Ah?" said Carlos, his eyes transfixed. He'd placed his free hand between his stiffening cock and the tiled wall of the stall and pressed himself into the palm. He kept his other arm around me, absently kneading the firm, rounded flesh up and down my side with his long fingers. I was so close to him, standing there in the shower, that I could smell the sweet canepa juice on his lips, the sweaty, masculine musk of his hairy armpits.

"She's good," he whispered through the dizzying steam, now toying with the healthy flap of wrinkly foreskin on top of his big dick. "Good to fuck her."

Suddenly, my cousin's nipple was in my mouth and I was licking it and pulling it between my teeth. I slid my hands around his soft waist and kneeled there in the tub at his feet, kissing and licking his body. He was silent. I half-expected to get smacked up the side of the head. When I finally dared to look up at his face, I saw him through the warm spray of the shower, grinning down at me, his eyes sparkling. His long hands grabbed me by the sides of my head and drew me into his abdomen, rubbing my face into its edible softness.

Then, taking me by the hair, he pushed his tremendous hard cock right into my lips, that fat, red cockhead emerging from its foreskin to force itself against my clenched teeth.

"Tomalo," his command was warm but firm. "Tomalo, hijo. Comelo, nene."

I had never sucked dick before. Hell, I'd pretty much always thought I was a straight boy. But that cock on my cousin Carlos, it was so big and beautiful I had to have it. Besides, he was using that sexy, macho voice of his.

Throaty and silky, it echoed off the tiles as the water ran down over us, telling me to take it down, like I was his son, his little boy, and he was the Popi I'd never really had. He said it as if he was holding a spoonful of vegetables in front of my petulent lips, forcing me to put my mouth around it whether I liked it or not, because it was "good for me."

"Tomalo!"

That eight inch cock of his filled up my mouth and throbbed inside of it, shocking me with its aliveness, forcing pre-cum to drool out of my own big dick. I tried to relax my throat to take more of it down, and before long I had him moaning and pulling my wet hair.

Within minutes he was trembling, filled with lust, and my heart was pounding at how great I was making this hot young man feel. Then I felt his hands on me, forcing me up and around, his dick popping out of my hungry mouth. I didn't know what was going on. He was handling me so roughly, deliberately, he was almost hurting me.

My arms were brought up to hold onto a washcloth rack, and I was now facing away from him. He was spreading my legs, leaving my ass to stick up high in the air. For a second, nothing happened, but then I felt something wet and slippery run right up against my butthole. Instinctively, I tightened up.

"Cojelo suave, nene," said Carlos. "Take it easy."

With those words, I knew exactly what he meant, and relaxed. I wanted this guy. I wanted him real bad, and I loved it that he wanted me right now. He slid his hand around me and grabbed my dick, squeezing it, sending thrills of pleasure into my belly. Then he pushed his big uncut meat into my soaped up asshole and slowly forced his way deeper and deeper.

My eyes bulged! I groaned a strangled cry before his hand covered my mouth and he told me, "Shhh!" He took hold of my dick again and started jerking me off as he pumped my ass. I felt him behind me, a big, macho, Puerto Rican animal who had mounted me and wouldn't get off till he got satisfaction.

Before long, he was slamming it to me, grabbing me by my budding love handles, squeezing them, making me grit my teeth and gasp with pleasure.

Something cut loose in my cock and I started firing my load big-time against the moist tiles. Two weeks worth of creamy cum shot from my balls into the air, tossing me into the throws of ecstasy. My head was spinning so hard I began to lose my grip, but that was okay with Carlos. He was almost done.

Before I knew it, I was on my knees again, my cousin's huge cock having slipped from deep within my ass to wave, still-hard, in my face. I grabbed it and pumped. In seconds, Carlos started growling curse words in Spanish, and five hot jets of pearly white cum shot out of his dick to splatter into my face. I wanted to shout with joy!

But then came a knock at the bathroom door!

"What is going on in there?" It was Tio Raul, back from the supermarket. I almost died.

"Salvajamos el agua, Popi," said Carlos, the picture of serenity, his index finger suddenly planting a firm warning into the soft flesh of my slightly bulging belly.

"Yeah," I agreed, seeing my future in a whole new light. "We're saving water!"

It had been almost three weeks since I'd come to visit my Dad, and there was still no sign of him. They told me a tropical storm that had hit the east side of the island had set his work back another week or so. I would have been totally pissed off if it weren't for how much attention Carlos was paying me. We'd become friends. He was like the older brother I'd never had.

The sexy, totally hot older brother I could have only wished for!

Cristina, Carlos's girlfriend, returned from Ponce at the end of my third week in Vega Baja. She was dark and lushly gorgeous, with ruby red lips and shimmering black hair that fell over her shoulders in thick ringlets. There were round, voluptuous curves to her tits and ass, making her easily the most fuckable girl in the pueblo. She was cool towards me at first, but, despite ourselves, pretty soon we were having long conversations, hanging out together, and clowning around like sister and brother.

I could see why Carlos really loved Cristina: she was sharp and full of mischief, a spirited extrovert to offset his quiet, brooding machismo. She was a sex-pot with some brains, so it was hard for me to hate her. Besides, I think she caught on right away that I had a devastating crush on her boyfriend, and it seemed to cause her no end of delight.

Carlos loved his basketball, a hell of a lot more than Cristina and I did, and one night in the living room Cristina decided to play a little game of her own. Aunt Nilda and Tio Raul were out playing bingo, and wouldn't be back for hours. We were all slightly buzzed on beer, Nestor and I sprawled on a love seat, and Carlos spread out on the couch. He was laying in Cristina's lap, his head turned away to face the TV set across the room. Cristina had been absently rubbing his beefy chest through his thin, white T-shirt (it had a stain on it from where he'd dripped some of his huge dinner's salsa de tomate ), and I'd been transfixed by the sight.

At the next commercial she turned and smiled when caught me staring at what she was doing. Carlos remained equally absorbed in the go-go dancers and flying Don Q bottles as he was in his baloncesto superior. Wrinkling her nose mischievously, her soft tongue protruding slightly between smiling lips, Cristina began to trace the lines of Carlos's body with a nonchalant fingertip. She'd been teasing him all week about all those the pounds he'd put on while she was away (her pet name for him this week was "Gordito"), but I could tell she really adored it. Her hands were always all over him.

Slowly, she pulled up his T-shirt, tugging gently to free it from the tightness of his jeans. Between the thready hem and the worn denim waistband, a dark quarter moon of his stomach was revealed. The tawny manflesh of his belly was forming an ever-thickening, plushy cushion over his lower abdominals, a ripeness that was now easily pushing out over the tightness of his jeans. She poked it, admiring how the soft flesh gave under her sharp nail, like a juicy roast cooked to perfection and ready to be basted.

Carlos still looked sexy, fantastic even, but if he didn't watch out he was going to wind up on Cristina's dinner menu, I mused, fattened into one of those butterball Latino men forced to clean his plate every night by his foxy wife, who then turned around and flirted with the young, hot-looking salseros at the shopping center.

Cristina gazed at me as she rubbed Carlos's belly in smooth, even circles, soothing him, making him drowsy, turning him on a little. A moment later, she reached over with both hands and opened the button of his jeans to make him more comfortable. I'd watched the two of them do this in order to finish eating some of Nilda's bigger banquets. Their bellies would pull their T-shirts taught, slowly rolling forward as they stuffed themselves. Though I'd always wanted to, I'd been too embarrassed to do the same.

Still laying there watching TV, he let her do this, his T-shirt hiked above his navel, his sumptuous middle now free to swell out a bit more. To my growing delight, Carlos's belly actually forced his zipper wide open, leaving an expanse of rounded manflesh nearly four inches across between the button and buttonhole on his jeans! His cock, of course, had done some bloating itself, and seemed just about to pop out of the taught denim.

Carlos seemed perfectly comfortable under her probes and playful teasings, as if it was his destiny to allow his hot, muscular body to grow soft and contented in the arms of one of the sexiest Puerto Rican girls alive. In fact, each pound he gained seemed to be a source of pleasure to these women.

Each day since Cristina's return, she and Nilda would force Carlos onto the bathroom scale. As the numbers crept steadily higher, pushing closer and closer to that major 200 pound mark. I couldn't help but feel they had some ulterior motive, as if this were some kind of bizarre pre-marital ritual. Or as if the size of added bellyfat gave Cristina status with her cheerfully ogling girlfriends. After all, the flesh on his body was little more then meat and muscle, there to be nourished, cultivated, fattened and ultimately enjoyed by women, and Carlos knew this. Nilda, Cristina, Iris and the girls--even I treated him like a god, gorging him on home-cooked meals, watching each morsel of food pass between those sexy, kissable lips; squeezing him into tight clothes at the plaza so we could tease him, admiring his progress all the same; stroking him, praising him, letting him fuck us when ever he wanted it. What was a set of love handles and a growing beer belly but more of sexy Carlos to tease and cherish, especially when the shoulders were so broad, the biceps so thick, the chest so deep and the cock so big? The softer edges and fattening gut did little or nothing to diminish the package of hot machismo that was my cousin Carlos.

Flushed and half-dead with embarrassment, I nervously looked toward Nestor.

To my surprise, his long, sexy fingers were absently stroking the growing mound of his own crotch! He was smiling at Cristina and had to be just about as turned on as I was!

Taking note of the effect her handiwork was having on all three of us guys, Cristina leaned down and whispered into Carlos's ear. Whatever she said did the trick, because in the next five minutes all four of us were piled on the bed in Carlos's room, and Nestor and I were watching Cristina peel Carlos the rest of the way out of his T-shirt and jeans.

"Vamos, gordito, I want to see how my little fat boy looks in just his underwears," she grinned. "Y los playeros, tambien."

Before long, Nestor, Carlos and I were comparing our bodies for her. We were posing, flexing, and making muscles for her in that sweltering little bedroom, like eager school kids trying to impress the prettiest girl in the class. She was merciless with Carlos, poking him in his fat belly with her painted fingernails and teasing him in Spanish about how chubby he'd gotten; that is, until she set her sights on me!

Carlos won easily, of course. His body was in its top form, despite the extra of weight he'd put on. He was prime beef from his strong chin and hairy pecs, down to his fur covered ass, round as globes and hard as stone. Cristina rewarded him with hot, wet kisses all over his body.

How me and Nestor cracked up! Cristina's kisses left glossy red lipstick marks all over Carlos's wriggling, writhing, slightly chunky torso. When he suddenly pulled out the giant snake of his cock in an effort to shock her, she didn't blink an eye. She even left a shiny red lipstick ring around the bloated head of his flesh-coated shaft!

Well, Nestor couldn't take it anymore and, sweating like a bandit, he pulled out his own monstrous pinga for a few quick jerks. Light-headed, all I could do was stand there and gaze at my cousin's and his buddy's hunky, macho bodies as their big, hard dicks rose hypnotically, and bobbed and swayed in front of them like dancing cobras.

Cristina then spoke in Spanish to Nestor. She asked him if he wanted to kiss her! After looking at his grinning (and slightly tipsy) amigo, he said "Claro que si." Of course, there was a condition: first Nestor had to make me kiss Carlos first! And not just once, either. I was supposed to kiss him everywhere she had kissed him and left lipstick!

Without hesitation, Nestor grabbed me, pinned my arms behind me, and shoved my face into Carlos's chest. They all laughed as my mouth was pushed onto one of his nipples.

"Suck it!" Cristina commanded.

I did as she told me, and lost control. My own thick cock sprang free of my briefs and shot up like and arrow to thump against my plump belly. It was all everybody needed to see!

Carlos, Cristina and Nestor laughed and started talking in Spanish really fast. I could barely understand them, but from the tone in their voices I guessed they intended to have a little fun with me. "There is a kiss mark on Carlos's culo, Nestor, put his mouth on that one!" said Cristina

She made her boyfriend turn around and backed him into me. I found my face plunged into his beautiful backside, and I took the opportunity to inhale deeply. He smelled musky, manly, and I was glad that Nestor was responding to this triguena's orders with so much vigor.

I pushed my tongue up into the rim of my primo's asshole, thinking that he would scream and stop this whole, crazy scene. But to my surprise he laughed and said in Spanish that a little dog was licking him up his behind.

"Maybe the doggy is hungry," said Cristina with a sly grin.

"Nestor, give the perrito something to eat. Let's turn Carlos around once more. There is another kiss mark in front!"

"No!" I shouted. I figured if I didn't struggle and put up some token resistance, the guys would rag me for the rest of the summer-even though we were 'drunk'. Struggling mightily against Nestor, I could feel his hot breath on my neck, and his huge prick rubbing up against my back as he pulled me around to Carlos's waiting meat. It had gotten so hard, the fat head of it was pushing through his entire length of foreskin. The lipstick around it looked like a bright red collar about the neck of an angry serpent.

"Go ahead, Popi," tempted Cristina, here eyes aglow, her fingernails scraping at the soft flesh at my sides. "Eat it. Que se come todito. Spanish food is good for you. It will make you fatter!"

Straining to get away only made my cousin and his friend try even harder to make me suck that gorgeous cock. It was dribbling pearly cum now, and every square inch of my flesh felt like it was on fire. Carlos had to grab my hair, and Nestor had to pry my jaws apart before I would take it into my mouth, but when I finally did...well, letting out a long, slow moan was all I could do to keep from devouring it whole!

"Tomalo, Nestor, tomalo, tomalo," said Carlos. He was telling Nestor to fuck me! To this day I thank my lucky stars that Nestor seemed to like being told what to do!

Before I knew it, tall, lanky, blackhaired young sex-god Nestor had fired a wad of hot spittle between my spread cheeks, and started drilling his nine inch monster where very few had been before. Grabbing my hips, he shoved himself more and more deeply into my aching bowels. It felt like a hot iron was being pumped into the pit of my belly. It only made me suck Carlos harder.

Skewered like a happily fattened pig between Carlos and Nestor's cocks, sucking and being fucked, jerking myself off all the while, I literally stopped thinking. All I could do was feel these hot, young Puerto Rican men using me for their pleasure, plunging themselves into my body. Looking back on it all, I guess you could say there wasn't a guilty bone in their tough, muscular (and in Carlos's case, gloriously overfed), swaybacked cuerpos.

They pumped me as thoroughly as any workout we'd ever had, jamming me until they started trembling and breathing hard. Then they pulled away from their respective holes and waved their cocks in my face.

"Mirame," said Nestor, the palm of his hand flying up and down the shaft of his dick. He stepped a few feet back from me, and let fly an amazing jet of sizzling cum. It hit me in the face from a yard away.

"!Ave Maria!" cried Cristina, and she gave the proud island boy a round of applause.

"!Sangano!" said Carlos, who then stepped back a full five feet from me.

Gasping, pulling at his huge dick like mad, he manage to shoot an arc of cum clear across the bedroom and onto my hungry lips. At that point, I had no choice but to release my own volley straight up into the air.

When some of my cum landed on Cristina's bare ankle, Carlos and Nestor made me lick it off before we all fell into a big, exhausted pile.

A few minutes later, as my primo and his sexy compadre dozed, Cristina slid over to give me a warm kiss, a deep affectionate poke into the soft of my Puerto Rico-fattened belly, and a knowing wink.

"Gracias, Cristina," I whispered with what must have been my most satisfied smile of the summer. "Muchisimas gracias..."