Sunday, January 28, 2007

Feeling Normal

So, yesterday I experienced a very rare and distinct pleasure. I’ve only actually experienced this particular pleasure a few times in my life, here and there, and never for enough time.

I’m of course talking about feeling normal. Being gay, and being into gaining and encouraging, I’ve always defined myself as an outsider. My short years on this earth have been extraordinary. I’ve had wonderful opportunity, exceptional luck, and I wouldn’t change a thing, but, I have very rarely felt like I could totally be myself and relax.

Yesterday I spent most of the afternoon and the evening hanging out with a pair of friends of mine, initially met on Beefyfrat, and just, actually was myself. We talked about various gainer-related topics, but they were seamlessly interwoven with various other stories and subjects. It’s wasn’t a big deal, it was just, the way things were. And it was lovely.

I guess I am writing this post to just say, I highly recommend the experience. If you ever find yourself with the opportunity to hang out with a few likeminded chums, do it. You won’t regret it, even if it doesn’t devolve into some hedonistic gainer orgy.

And if it does, well, take pictures for the rest of us.

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4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Congrats, man. Nothing beats the feeling when those lines disappear.

Well, maybe pie. Pie may beat it. But it's close.

Anonymous said...

I had a great time too... And while pie may not beat it, throw in some ice cream and you sure have a good time;)

Anonymous said...

We'd better do it again soon!

Anonymous said...

...So Deep....So Moving....So Touching.... So Wise Beyond Your Years...

Thank you for that extra special glimpse into your life

*feeling vaklempt*


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